For almost two decades, LP has been the soundtrack to my life… I don’t really listen to anything else anymore. Just Linkin Park on shuffle, every day, for years and years… In a life full of sadness and futility, pain and desperation, there were at least two things I could always look forward to: the next Linkin Park album, and the next Linkin Park concert. Chester’s voice was my voice…
I honestly can’t bring myself to listen to any of their stuff since it happened… This morning someone started playing the beginning of their Kimmel/OML performance on their phone, and the moment I heard the first note I immediately broke down and left the room. I just couldn’t handle it. These last 36 hours have been extremely hard to process.
I honestly don’t know how long I can survive without Linkin Park… It’s not something I was hoping to find out. It’s been a great ride, but I wasn’t prepared for it to end the way it did. This is beyond devastating.