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#8091

Hey guys :hugs:

Today, I’m way better and on a lunch break right now.
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Its mostly building and taking down fences right now. :laughing:
This morning a vet/osteopath took care of my dog. For a few days now Lille had heavy back pain. If he jumped, he cried out and came running to me, looking for safety.
He had something similar in spring. And I was really afraid, cause he just turnes 4 next month and having bone trouble in that young a age is a thing to be nervous. He has to work hard and he don’t has the temper to take things slow or careful.
To that, of all the dogs I ever had, I never was so connected with one, like I feel for Lille.
I was really concerned.:pensive:
But his bones are in that ok. He had more then one twist in his spinal column and the vet girl worked almost an hour on him, massaging and twisting. It was real impressive to watch this!
My back and shoulder got really jelly. :joy:
Now Lille has to rest for two days. So I’m alone out with Ylva, while Lille cries at home. :expressionless:
But just happy that it worked out that way!!
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It seems it was the day after all. Be sure, it wasn’t just yours.
What actually happend?:confounded:
Take a big hug :hugs::heart: and take care! :muscle:

@theearlywalker week is nearly over! :blush::muscle:
:hugs::orange_heart:

So, have to start again! Rain, I come out again! :crazy_face:

Lots of love to you all! :hugs::heart::hugs::heart::hugs::heart:

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#8092

I’m off to another long night at work.

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#8093

Congratulations @theearlywalker! Told you that you got this! So happy to hear! Good Luck with the other part of it!

@evooba glad to hear!

@anna834 :hugs::hugs::hugs::hugs:

To everyone struggling, keep your head up. You never know what is around the corner. Sending strength to everyone that needs it.

Have a great day everyone

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#8094

Indulging in some late-night snacks after work, and watching the end of the baseball game.

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#8095

Happy birthday :birthday::tada::balloon::gift: Andy :tada::hugs::gift: @LP13413 have a great day, couldn’t resist to post here immediately after realizing the cake besides your name :tada::gift::confetti_ball: and ofc good goodnight for now :grin: cya later today …

And ofc good morning family :sunny::sunny::sunny: Looks like everybody is well and weekend is knocking on the door- enjoy whatever is coming your way and if you feel sad just remember- it’s normal from time to time to be sad as it is to be happy :relieved:… stay strong soldiers :sunny::sunny::muscle:t2::sunny:

Thanx @AJ_7 it’s such a good feeling that you’re with me and believe in me - :blush: I‘m happy to call you my friend :hugs::yellow_heart:

@drounzer get a hug … sending you strength :muscle:t2::hugs:

@anngelenee & @framos1792 lol :joy: you guys :rofl:

:yellow_heart:Stay strong family :muscle:t2:

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#8096

Good morning everyone! :slightly_smiling_face:

The day before yesterday was an annoying day! Fack up day. :expressionless: I’m looking for work, you know that by now. I had found a company, they were very interested in me! I am overjoyed, yes finally work! I would have my 3rd conversation with them today, the day before yesterday they informed me via a WhatsApp that I don’t have to come anymore. I thought, “What the fuck?” Since when is there someone else for that job? Because they have always said that I was the only one. Let them know that an old colleague of theirs wants to come back and start working there. Okay, I was completely discarded! So I sent back the messages they sent to me through the WhatsApp as proof that they were “kind of verbal” about having already agreed to hire me.
So now I can start all over again from scratch. :unamused: Because all other conversations have been helped to nothing! Had so, so, wanted to get started there!:no_mouth:

I really got the feeling that I had failed my final exam, I had that feeling. I was disappointed. Immediately I asked myself if it is my fault? What do I not have, what does that old colleague have? The universe simply doesn’t give me another job! I have been busy for 3 months now! Frustration! By the way, I’m looking for work as a Enforcer (I hope that’s the right word. A literal translation is not for it.) :man_shrugging:. Then you know that!

Hopefully everyone had a great day yesterday! I do, but my thoughts often wander! It has been raining for a few days here in the Netherlands, very depressing! I must have a vacation soon, been a year and a half ago! Hahah, worked constantly.

@theearlywalker thanks, :slight_smile: have a great day! :kissing_heart:
@anna834 thanks for the hug, i needed it! you are wonderful! :heart:
@AJ_7 you have a great day to!

Thanks :heart: :hugs:

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Im off to work! :v: Take care people!! :smiley:

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#8097

You’ll find a job that suits you soon, I just know it. You are actively searching and really want to work, so keep doing this. The fact you got to a 3th round shows people are interested in what you have to offer. Don’t give up, you’re almost there :hugs: :kissing_heart:

@anna834 I feel stupid for not checking the forums yesterday, because you are such a wonderful person. I know how you feel, I felt like that for man years. And now I know you can only get out of the circle of beïng really happy to really depressed. My therapist made a drawing like this, once, to explain. My drawing skills suck, but I think you get the point nevertheless :joy:

The blue horizontal line is “feeling neutral”.
The green line is how people without mental health issues feel like.
The red line is how people who suffer from depression feel like.
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People with depression have really (abnormal) high moments of happiness and moments of total misery. While people who are mentally healthy feel good and happy overal, and do have moments of feeling down, they don’t have the moodswings like people who suffer from depression have.
Hope this explains enough. Don’t feel bad about feeling f*ed up when “you have no reason to feel like that”, it has nothing to do with the things that did or did not happen. But it has everything to do with your mental health :slightly_smiling_face: so, to @anna834 @anomalia @StephLP18 and everyone else who needs to hear this right now: you matter, you are wonderful, I care about you, give your demons names (Seriously, it helps) and tell them that it ain’t true what they are saying! You are amazing :heart:
It can be hard, I still know how I felt all those years, before I got the right therapy. But I also know how I feel now, and you all deserve to feel better :heart: it just takes time and you can’t do this alone :hugs:
About giving your demons names, it sounds ridiculous, but it really helps :joy: like this: I had a demon who made everything that people said to me, change it into something negative . So I called the demon “Negativ Nancy”. And everytime a friend said something to me, the demon turned it around in something negative. You believe the negative thought which makes you feel depressed. But then I would think: oh no, it’s just Negative Nancy again, the thought probably wasn’t true. And after a while (and with help of my therapist) I started to get better in the re-thinking about what Negative Nancy said, so it didn’t hurt me that much anymore.
I don’t know if my English is correct everywhere, or if my auto correct messed things up, but I have to leave to physical therapy.
Ot: Love everyone :heart: take care, you are amazing :hugs: omw to physical therapy now

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#8098

Good morning guys! :slight_smile: Hope you’re all well.

Yesterday was quite an interesting day at uni, we also got all the info for our first assignments, so need to work on that. One of them is writing a piece about a specific year of a festival, a tour etc. I already have some ideas I want to look into.

Will try and take it easy today, been feeling under the weather since Tuesday and I don’t want to get worse. So I think I should stay home, drink a lot of coffee and listen to all my new music.

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#8099

obraz

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#8100

Thank you I really needed to hear this today
And I am here for anyone that needs it , and for people suffering with the depression some times the best thing to do is talk with someone about it , and remember that you’re not the only one that deals with it , we are in this fight together

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#8101

Couldn’t agree more :heart: :kissing_heart:

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#8102

In the park with Masha. Love the colours in Autumn :heart:
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#8103

Thank god, it’s week-end time :rofl:

It was a tough week, but finally…:star_struck::sunglasses::nerd_face:

Just realised that ‘Chocolate starfish and the hot dog flavoured watert’ turned 19 :heart_eyes: - those childhood memories, so beautiful. It’s still one of my favorite albums

Also I don’t forget that oldschool pic soldiers:
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It’s getting colder and rainier, so maybe we should wear those clothes too? :sweat_smile::nerd_face:

I hope, that I posted this already.

Wishing all of you soldiers a beautiful weekend. Enjoy it, listening to some music, spend your time with your friends like I will do, eat some good food and just feel good :heart:

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#8104

Watching Thurman sleeping next to me, watching the leaves fall out the patio door.

…and getting ready for work. I’m also putting in a long day tomorrow. Maybe tomorrow night we’ll celebrate.

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#8105

Tired,but fine :muscle:

I do early shifts too :crazy_face:

:scream: when I have lil time I’ll share!! :blush:
:thinking: maybe sunday morning :grin:

OT: hello soldiers! :blush: I miss you all so much but I don’t have much time to be on forum… :pensive:
Going to sleep now,good night! :heart:

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#8106

@theearlywalker :hugs::heart:

@drounzer keep your head up. Job searching is a pain, don’t feel bad. Jobs are tough to get and with the amount of people in the world, it sure doesn’t make it easy. I’m sure the right one will come up for you soon. Good Luck!

Get well soon @evooba

Goodnight/day everyone!

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#8107

:grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes::grin: good morning and happy Saturday to you :hugs:

:flushed::sweat_smile:
Can you tell @anngelenee is picking on me? :thinking::pleading_face::innocent:
:shushing_face: I think she needs your guidance, you should pull her ear in private and tell her to be a good girl like I know she can be :innocent:
Cough cough… please… :sweat:
I see shark teeth in the darkness :joy:
A friendly/motherly voice is sometimes necessary :stuck_out_tongue:

@anngelenee why are you hiding btw? You anomalia’d one of your daily jokes :exploding_head: and the days aren’t the same without your joke of the day :face_with_raised_eyebrow::thinking:

Wait what do you do?! :exploding_head: don’t tell me you’re the hit man for the mafia! :exploding_head: @lpfan61!!! :face_with_raised_eyebrow: do you have something to do my Italian gangsta granny friend? :thinking::stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes:

:rofl: this had me cracking up :joy:

Ot: bit out of it the past few days but back home :crazy_face:

@theearlywalker see you typing :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: good morning again and hope you are well! :hugs:

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#8108

:sunny::sunny: Good morning family :sunny::sunny:today is the only day for this weekend that is “free” for me - besides chores around the house and I will really do power couching today - I so feel it :heart_eyes: have a good day guys whatever you do… and remember always: you’re not alone and giving up is not even an option :muscle:t2::yellow_heart::hugs:

@AJ_7 :kissing_heart::heart:

@StephLP18 did I missed sth? I love you dear and you matter :hugs::blue_heart: msg me if you feel like :hugs::blue_heart:

@evooba hope you feel better and sending you strength :muscle:t2:

@birdy1989 feels so good to read your lines… and to see you that well up :hugs::tada:

@drounzer head up- :hugs: you’ll know someday why it happened exactly like this… and I’m sure that thereis something better waiting for you!! :crossed_fingers:t2:

@justinkilmer where are youuu?? Everything good?

@HakManLP :heart_eyes: good ol‘days… nice weekend tradition your wallpapers became already :blush::tada:

Ot: :coffee: & :iphone:

@LP13413 hey Andy… any news about the new coworker? Take care and enjoy your celebration :tada:

Lol Fram, @framos1792 take it easy… from what I see it’s all with a cute undertone… maybe you guys are not able to hear that frequencies??! :wink: @anngelenee :hugs:

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#8109

What I am doin?

I ran out of the good ones lol

Yeah, calm your tits Frank @framos1792

@theearlywalker have a great day :hugs:

@anna834 :kissing_heart:

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#8110

Thank you :blush: :hugs: you toohuuu :sunny:

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