I hope 2018 is nothing like 2017 cause 2017 was the year to forget
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Happy new year everyone!
Enjoy the last evening of this year, and keep going with hope because we never know what’s gonna happen tomorrow.
Peace. 
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Today I’m in the mood where I want to crawl in the corner and die. I don’t want to get up and I just want to be in bed all day. But I can’t. I couldn’t sleep last night again and I was sort of sleeping until 1pm. Sort of because my body felt asleep but mind was still working so I’m super tired today 
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Days like that are always the worse 
I’m sorry you can power through it. Take a nap if you can later. Just power through your day and hopefully you will pass out early and sleep through the night. 
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This will pass. Just gotta chug through it like @LPUgrl2 said.
Take it easy, and don’t let your mind be a jerk to you.
When your mind is so active it can helps to write it down… Once it’s on paper, things tend to quieten a bit… So maybe try that tonight before you hit the hay.
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What can I say but sometimes I feel more Tired lately and I have been having more bad nightmaresand I don’t understand why. So i have deal with bad feelings all over again
thank you guys. @LPUgrl2
I just have one of these days. I am tired of life. My life feels empty. I just feel like I should be away from this world. I wish to have a courage to stop worrying about others, like my mum, and end my life. I have nothing to live for. Nothing at all. My life is empty and I feel like the earth is not a place for me.
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You have lots to live for, you got concerts lined up for a start. You have a new CD to finally listen to - hmmm maybe dont listen to that today. You have a mum that annoyingly loves you to bits - obviously.
Go get a hamster.
Earth isn’t the place for everyone - it’s sometimes like a big hairball the cat just spat out. You just gotta focus on the bits of it that you love. Why don’t you start planning your next trip, and working out what your budget needs to be and pinterest all the places you wanna visit?
I know it’s hard - I do know that.
@hilaryfol you been having a rough time the last few weeks - no wonder you are tired. And the nightmares is your brain’s way of working through it all. Take some time to rest, it sounds like more than anything - that’s what you need right now.
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I feel that way all the time but you have to find things to think about and occupy your mind. You can get out of this funk. I pick up little hobbies to get my mind away from thoughts like that. There are many things to live for. Life is precious and not worth throwing away. I know it doesn’t feel like that at times but you just have to keep chugging along. You can get through this 
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I should be in an asylum! So my little lady with the broken arm ended up passing away the morning of new years… I couldn’t be there though because I was at the hospital. But her kids were there at her bedside. Along with her we had two other ladies pass…they always go in 3’s. As for me im still not sure what day it is…
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Im hanging in there, I still haven’t had time to call the doctor yet… so I still have the pain…it’s been coming back more often the past few weeks but I don’t want others to worry…so I keep jugging along
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You are so tough @danni1317 - sending powerays your way- 
And I believe in the universal law that all comes back to you 
And you‘ll get what you deserve, strong lady
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Awww… I work in a care home I know how it is.
Three weeks ago I had a lady there, she was really bad and when we woke her up I gave her sip of drink. She started coughing so I left her and I was checking up on her and she got really bad and died. It wasn’t my fault, but I felt really, really bad! It was really hard day for me. Her daughter wants to see me as I was with her when she died. It is very hard job, looking after vulnerable people.
Sending you hugs! Hang in there!
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You guys do a very hard and very needed job! You deserve respect and honour for that!
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Someone has to do it. Losers like me for example who can’t find another job as they’re useless and stupid.
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Let’s agree to differ on that!
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Well i have my opinion on that matter as it happens that I know myself very well. Since I was born actually.
And obviously finding out that I have no friends, people can’t wait until I finally die, people leaving me and people pretending to be my friends so they can laugh at me when i can’t see. But I always know. There are no secrets that can be kept away from others. People can’t pretend to be your friends forever.
I am useless and I know it. Little miss nobody.
And we agree to differ again and I wish you strengh, the power of will and that you find what you are searching for - 
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well i can’t say i am going to agree with you. sorry, life.
i know what i am looking for and i have decided on a date as well.
WOOOOOOOOH Just came here and STRONGLY disagree with you @rorybourdon !
First thing, looking after others, and espescially vulnerable people, isn’t a job for stupid and useless people ! It’s pretty much the opposite ! You’re doing something good to the society !
Second thing, I don’t know what other people think and I don’t care about it but I can tell that I’m far, very far, from waiting for you to die ! I’m waiting for you to live and be happy !
And you’re not a little miss nobody ! Only by seeing you on the forum I can tell you have qualities and flaws, that you have passions (Rob, for example !), that there are people that you love and care for, and that there are people that love you and care for you ! And I’m one of them, along with 100% of people on this forum ! 
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