@hilaryfol I hope you’re doing better. Hug.
I just laughed way too hard at the stalker conversation. It needs to be recorded if it happens 
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Holy sand ants - there’s like 173 comments in 24 hrs and some of them are huge…
@Mel_4 @LPUgrl2 - you guys deserve 
for distracting @rorybourdon with fangirling 
@rorybourdon - sorry if I’ve been one of those people to let you down, I’ve also had a sheeety three days and had to take a break from here in case I said something stoopid to someone. Our timezones suck, but if you ever want to rant via email… neeksnz@gmail.com I can’t be there 24/7 - but I can promise to always respond.
So many things you are saying right now, I think - or used to think - of myself all the time. Yeah, I should have a family too - I’m nearly too old to have kids! Yeah, I never really had a boyfriend…never been on a date…that is the truth. I gotta lotta nevers and should’ves. You wanna see ugly - don’t turn my vid cam on right now. I used to hate everything - now I tolerate… which is actually a huge improvement…
@mishelka3 - it’s true… shit ALWAYS happens at work… man, I’m so sick of shit happening at work - but now I think on it - maybe it’s better it happens at work, and not at home…yeah…I’d prefer that.
Hmmm, I’m thirsty…
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I think everybody needs to have a break sometimes. Even if you are fine or not… @rorybourdon f I was one of those people which you talk before, please let me know. I’ve been out of here for 4 or 5 days because of my job and my exams… On Tuesday I had a trouble with a customer who came behind me and started to scream me out like if the world ends. This beautiful person write an email to my boss saying I was very rude with her and other “beautiful” things… but you know, yesterday I was very worried about how it could affect me in my job…I prefer keeping this inside me and listen to others… than speak out… so please , sorry if someone feels alone here. I don’t want you to feel like that. My english is not good and sometimes i can’t reply many things I would like to say because sometimes I don’t understand some of the post… and I feel bad because of it
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Ok wow that was a lot!
You know what sucks!?when ur having a pretty good day and then out of nowhere …it hits you like a ton of bricks!all of a sudden u want to hide, curl up and sleep ur life away…I hate these voices! Now I’m seriously wondering if I’m smart enough to be a nurse! All that medical terminology! Do I really have what it takes!? Tried to hit up some of my support system…but well one said 2 words then disappeared and well the other one hasn’t answered and the final one is busy getting plastered…
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You absolutely have what it takes. Don’t doubt yourself! You can do it. Just study up on the terms if that concerns you and you will do just fine! I believe in you 
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I know how you feel. I’m trying to be a medical coder. I took a terminology course, anatomy course and a coding one. It was tough but, I passed the certification exam. Now trying to get a job has got me wondering if I’ve really got what it takes. I’ve been trying since March. You have to keep at it and study. If it’s really what you want there’s a way. That’s what I’m telling myself. 2018 will be the year!
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You have to keep trying!!! I know the feeling when ypu are fine and having a good day and someone comes and breaks the harmony… keep studying even if you feel you can’t! Do it for us!
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Baghghg - put it down to a bad day @danni1317.
Doubting yourself is natural, use it as a mechanism to drive you towards achieving your goal.
Yes - you have what it takes!
Support is a bit difficult this time of year cos everyone is so stressed with their own shiz, they forget about those around them. (I’m Guilty!). So - don’t feel like you are alone…cos there’s us, and then those other three peeps - well, they’ll eventually get back to normal and be your support system again 
Just let them get over the cray cray of 
and 
!
@melissa320 - good on you for persevering!
@ashesoftime - your english is fine! I know what you mean about bad days at work. I managed to piss off 1382 customers on Boxing day…I’m still kind of getting over that to be honest - not the greatest way to end the year, but I won’t feel the heat of this mistake till next year.
I figure, it just means I have to be 1382 times better next year… 
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I want to believe that each year improve us and make us better and stronger!
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I told my boss about my mental state. He is an ass but he was alright. He told me he’s suggestion is to start taking the antidepressants. But he said anytime I want he will listen
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Great step again, 
you are so proud stepping up! That’s just great and makes me smile 
- sending lots of strangle hugs to you @rorybourdon 
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Thank u guys! I didn’t leave job no.1 til almost 11:clock1130: last night! We got a client back from the hospital(with a broken arm!!) and the nurse that was on call refused to come in! I ended up having to speak to the family and the call the hospice agency and then had to sit and talk with the hospice nurse about pain meds! It frustrates that I can only do so much, but I ended up staying an hour and half after my shift to try and scrape up the same pain med from other residents so we would have enough for her til the morning. I made it home after midnight …ate, changed, fell asleep and am already back at that same job til 2pm…Hopefully it will go by easier and I can go home and take a shower and nap before the hospital shift at 7pm 
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Seriously - I don’t know how you do it.
If this was me - I’d be in an asylum by now.
When do you get proper rest @danni1317 ???
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@danni1317 hey how everything going are you doing better than last time I have talked to u. I hope that this new years bring you joy and lot of happy to your life.
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Yes I’m doing a little better. But I’m still going through things that i can’t understand why my mind so mess up. . But i what to thank you. Keep in touch with me .
So it goes like this
Another year done and dusted
Broken hearts and massive injustices
Unexpected deaths of those among us
Brings us to our knees, in search of something
Kindred spirits gather momentum
Sharing pain and anguish in the open
No more will we submit to the darkness
Shove this pain up the ass of your highness
2018 is coming upon us
Swallow our pride, show strength, we’re united
We will not give in to the fear
We will not give in to the voices
We will perservere, we will be here
It’s this year - the year we make our own
Arms up in the air, taking a stand
2018 you’re submitting to OUR plans.
Happy new year everyone, from the land downunder!
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Thank you!!! Happy new year to you and everybody else! 
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Happy new year to everyone!
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My best wishes for all of you. I hope your 2018 will be wonderful and full of love and strength!!! 
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