[quote=cincybmxlpfreak]The song I relate to the most is actually a b-side. “No Roads Left” describes me because I struggle with perfection day in and day out. I’ve been like this my whole life and I don’t see it letting up anytime soon.
"Standing alone with no direction - (it takes me a long time to start things because I don’t know where to start)
How did I fall so far behind? - (I take longer to work than others due to my perfectionism)
Why Am I searching for perfection? -(I know perfectionism is unrealistic…
Knowing it’s something I won’t find -…but for some reason I still strive for it.)
In my fear and flaws -(I fear failure and I nit pick everything I do.)
I let myself down again" -(I’ll end up not happy with something I took forever to do.)
"When did I lose my sense of purpose? -(I take my time on EVERYTHING)
Can I regain what’s lost inside? -(I need to regain my sanity and normality)
Why do I feel like I deserve this? -(It tortures me, but it almost feels necessary)
Why does my pain look like my pride? (This like sticks out the most because I can’t control my perfectionism, but then it ends up looking like I’m just too prideful to do things any other way.)
In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I let myself down
In my fear and flaws"