I wanted to announce this on my birthday. But my thoughts are ready for this now. I decided to leave Linkin Park fandom. I have been part of this for about 13 years. There were many vivid impressions, many new friends and so on. Unfortunately, the fandom is now rotten, people have deteriorated. Unfortunately, from the beginning of 2017, I became depressed. I am currently undergoing treatment, but my mind does not have enough strength to fight this infection. After Chester’s death, something stuck in people’s heads. They shout about helping others, write posts about signs of depression, but prefer don’t notice all this with people close to them. I am struck by all the hypocrisy that I have seen for the past two years. I do not want to be part of all this. I had thoughts about suicide, I was faced with bullying and hatred from fans. Years ago I could call this fandom the best, I could call this fandom my home and family. But not today. I don’t like the fact that Chester’s death taught people absolutely nothing. Yes, I met really good people, I am grateful to life for getting to know them. But in recent years, I see only hatred. I want to free myself. I want to be cured of depression, which means I have to leave. I will be happy to continue to keep in touch with some people. Thank you for the years of communication, joy, warm, concerts, meetings. Now I have my own way.