Sorry... Soldier out

I guess being the only one who “dared” to disagree got his attention :grin:

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Good to hear your doing better

Take the time you need and take each step one at time

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Hey, I know this happened a while ago, but I’d like to know if you’re feeling better, we’re here for you for everything :heart: :heart: :heart:

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Update…
The war of my body against itself is full on and It’s losing…
The phrase “erase myself” is becoming very attractive again… Need all my mental energy to ban out the easy way.
Don’t be mad if one day this account should become obsolete…

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Sending you much strength! I’m sure you have the power to overcome this, as you have proven before. Take a deep breath and try to take it easy for now. And remember, we are here to support you :slight_smile:

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No no no!!! That’s not the right way to overcome this big difficulty… yes, it’s a heavy one, but you have the power to go on and always our support and love! :heart: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

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Yes I liked your post not because I like it’s content but to tag you with love dear @Fravaco we love you, just be aware that we all are very worried to hear how desperate you feel right now.

Please stay in trust, don’t stop believing and don’t give up, it’s worth to fight - the ones that love you are worth that you fight and - most important- you are worth to survive- and you can only survive if you mentally want it.

Please believe in surviving and don’t give up- because your psych has a massive impact - especially in cases of autoimmune diseases. So… you know how it works bro- I don’t have to explain this to you and if you want to talk, We’re only just a message away… always remember this :muscle:t2::hugs:

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Oh, @Fravaco


Struggling here with the right words.
@theearlywalker nailed it! :kissing_heart:
What’s there to say more?
Lots of selfish things, we would so miss you!
And you are needed!
Stay and keep up fighting!
Please!
:heart:

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It’s tough times @Fravaco
The toughest ones in fact…

But if you had proof that Somebody up there is in absolute control
wouldn’t that say that He knew the right time to bring you about?
any chance He trusts your skills more than you do?
(no need to debate this here, it was an “if” i want you to consider inside your trains of thoughts)
I woke up in the fight against depression, which i consider to be the queen reigning our earth these times,
when someone real close to me took his life.
I can never be mad at him, but he didn’t know at the time, he’d take my life with him as well.

In your case, i can be mad
only because i had the chance to inform you about the collateral damage to people that love you
Keeping you around is healing me for not having this chance before as i too was lost in my own dark when it happened!

So, relax my friend, it’s as bad as it can get, it ain’t you.
I tend to absorb what i see outside and i completely understand the isolation and personal pain we’re all going through because it takes hold in me just by seeing it.

This world will look even worse to my eyes if i lose another warrior like you!
hang in there with me, i am not saying it’s easy, but it is easier for me when i see people slapping and kicking their depression back where it belongs. (under their feet)
And if i had any part in that, i find reasons to be!
So, just asking u to consider me if not you!

Taking our “free will” to that level is a little selfish, is it not?
i hope this personal msg helped to show the perspective of those left behind.
10 minutes ago i was telling my dog he’s all i have.
Now i feel much better because i was given the opportunity to maybe help someone else.
It’s the greatest healer!
can’t get yourself out the mud, pull someone else first!
(enduro lesson, video: “What May[2018] bring” and uumm… “unearthed[2019]”
(my videos post-2016 are all about darkness)
i can’t be advertising much, i’ll end up banned :stuck_out_tongue::blush:

:muscle::muscle::muscle:

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Sending you good vibes, you can win, seek help you’re not weak

We believe in you :heart:

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Heeey yoooo ?!! We think about you- hope you’re a bit better?!

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