I totally understand how you feel about wasting time/life. That’s how I feel most days as well. Keep your head up.
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Awww, I love how deep we are connected and that @neeksnz and @danni1317 have shown up after we called them in - that’s how support works, thanx for always being this aware @lpfan61 and @mish3lka and @framos1792 for keeping us updated due to your connection with the siS on other platforms and once again proofed that our family system works- I am so absolutely proud to be a part of this, feeling happy and proud rn,
Sending strenght, hugs and light to you all my great family - we make him so absolutely proud - 
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Awww!! 
So nice and agreed with you!our lpu is a real family, one for each other… 
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I just love you all here 
I was so scared about @danni1317 I just had to write to her Glad she’s OK.
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Hi fam! Happy to hear about you! Well I know this is not the best time for some of us but for others we are here for spread love and support to those are in a bad situation. @melisLP and @neeksnz I feel like you sometimes. I feel I’m wasting my time but we were children time flew slow… a summer looked like a year. So nowadays, we should appreciate ours days.
Today is Chester’s birthday and Anna said the best way to celebrate it , is enjoy the day. It is hard but let’s try it 
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Hey guys, did you join #320ChangesDirection movement yesterday?
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I did
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Yes, I pt it on my Facebook group! I just listened to those demos all through yesterday and today
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Great to hear you guys @neeksnz and @danni1317 
Take care Everyone! Sending sunshineyyy powers to all! 
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So I lock up when it comes to stuff happening to me or around me In part because I take on more than I should or who knows but I know I have to change that by making an effort- I’ve been missing for the most part since Wednesday because I took my mom for a check up for headaches a couple weeks ago, they ended up checking her blood and came to find she had 1/3 the level that’s normal and they sent us straight to the ER from there…6units of blood transfusions, iron through iv and crapload of testing later and at the very least she was discharged… they still don’t know how she was missing it and have to do follow ups to figure that out but for the time being her level has stayed the same so it’s a positive… there’s been other issues too that’s they’re looking into but yeah…it’s been hellish and I’m just hoping they don’t turn out saying it’s something worse…the wait has been shitty and it’s deflating to get hope and then get it kicked out from under you time and time again but we’ve agreed that things played out the way they should have for her to be ok and she’ll be okay-already loads better…
shit like this makes you realize just how quickly life can throw a curveball at you and change everything you we’re doing…Friday night I did indeed take my bros to the game we had said after fighting my mom off about not going anymore-in the end decided having the kids get away for a bit was good for them and by then mom was doing well and guilt tripped me into taking them for her haha it was an outlet I admit and helped get my mind off for a few hours yet on our way back it hit me again-I’ll go on a quick tangent here-I’m proud to be Mexican and proud for the heritage and culture I grew up with, thanks to my parents I grew up with morals but bloody effing hell are we a stupid people-most drunk as eff to the point of irritation…case in point on the freeway heading back home there was a big effing crash right in front of me maybe 10cars ahead…a car went overboard on the drop and 4 other cars ripped to heck on the road. It’s been getting to me how I saw a little girl on the floor I’m praying they had just gotten out of one of the cars though in honesty my gut says she had been ejected…I know it was a drunk driver-a number of cars flew past minutes before being dumbasses and that’s what pisses me off the most…
I go back to what I was saying-we never know when our time is up here and it’s unfortunate shit has to turn bad before we realize it or remember that, that’s why I’m putting it up as a reminder to enjoy the moments you have and take the little stuff for big and meaningful things
This is a long rant for what I’m accustomed to and like I said I usually don’t speak about bad I’m going through too much-I’ve got an autoimmune thing for a while now and though I mentioned blood tests i don’t talk about it because for one they still can’t tel me what exactly it is and two because I always have dealt with my troubles myself-I’m stupidly proud of my pain tolerance yet I’m stupidly stupid for being proud of something I shouldn’t have to be proud of lol though I will say it was a relief to know that’s what’s caused me troubles from knees to back to shoulder to whatever the hell caused me to have to back down from things I liked like sports…
Took this as a coming clean rant I suppose to let stuff out after a hell of a week
It’s frustrating how hard it is to get things done here but as we’ve agreed to see it just these past few days-things work out in time and we’re still here and together and that amounts to a lot when you look at it that way…
if anything I hope me venting reminds everyone to enjoy your family and enjoy the time you get here
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Mándame un mensaje (+502) 55708979.
Hugs discord!
Those words you wrote are so powerful and too true. I hope your mom will be all right
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Wooow man- 
- this first of all bro! Reading your post was make me feel you and the energy you wrote it with.
I am so so sorry you have these heavy times, and I am happy to hear your mom is better- and hope your own tests will finally bring you a result that you can deal with and start to cure.
As you said- it seems like always the heavy things in life make us feel it’s value and what it means to be healthy and together with the people we love. It’s something we tend to forget in these fast and faster going everydays life bro- and nevertheless we should try to mark it in our minds and be thankful- each and every day. To enjoy, to not let the stress of everydays probs cover it- the important things to value- the loving people surrounding us, them who care for us, a healthy body and a ( more or less) clear mind. Life sets it’s challanges to each of us - and what does not kills us makes us stronger- yeah, but you haven’t deal with it alone.
You are a great and important part of your real life family and your mom is absolutely happy to have a son like you- and so is your virtual family, us, happy that we have you in our middle. Always there when we need to be cheered up- to make us feel better, always caring and helping others- blessed with a humor that makes us loao, and so warm hearted that your words can melt the receiver ,
Be sure Francisco @framos1792 it’s a good step to bleed it out, right into your virtual family, and I already see this topic explode when the other family members read your post, cause you are very important for many of us- and I hope that feeling our love for you can make you feel better dear bro and I will include you and your mom into my 
prayers, hug her deep from your online family - and all will be good ite! Try to stay in trust!
… last thing: to drink and drive is just 
me
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Dear brother sending you warm hugs and strenght!!!
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Sending strength to you!
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You are right. It’s so easy to take everything as granted. But life is not and a lot of people forget that.
I’m sending you my strengths. 
Thank you for your right thoughts, and I hope everything will get better for you and your family.
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