Feel hope your starting to Feel better @rorybourdon
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I think I’ve found new meaning for these lyrics.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything 'til I break away from me
I will break away, I’ll find myself today
When we’re on here talking to each other, and caring about each other, we really may have found a different meaning to Somewhere I Belong.
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Ohh yes, I know exactly what you are talking about- love the lyric line: „I‘m dancing with my demons… I‘m hanging on the edge“ yeah- hung with him there several times too, but… facing him is making him already smaller- and tell him that the walker comes around to kill him 
- but seriously? Sending 
and 
To you and the 
Of the lpu-family @OneMoreLight2017 
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@hilaryfol - what about couples counselling - is that something you could access? Is it something you could talk your partner into? Maybe your issues can be sorted that way?
@rorybourdon - awww nuuuu, , hopefully things have improved since you wrote!
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Thank you for being such a lovely and caring human being @theearlywalker 
I survived my day and I know I will survive tomorrow as well, but it’s really heavy. All I want to do right now is hiding in my bed and say to myself “f**k you world” . But coming back here to the forum where all of you are so kind to each other and helping each other is wonderful. It helps to believe, that there a still nice people out there.
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yes it did. I figured out why i was in pain! Bloody knitting!
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Sometimes I feel like no one gets or understands me at all. And its so hard to talk to people when they either don’t listen, don’t actually care, or don’t understand what you’re even talking about. I grieve for Chester more than a lot of other things, and everyone always thinks its something else on my mind. I’m sorry, but when you lose someone like that, who had that much love and support and feelings for others, of course you’re going to get emotional. Its only natural to grieve over the ones you love. Just because you never met them, or knew them personally, doesn’t mean you can’t love them or care for them. Sometimes I can’t even listen to their music, and other days I’m fine with it. But in the end I will still continue to love everyone no matter what. Its just how I feel I have to be, and how I want to be. #MakeChesterProud #WellIDo
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Idk but i think something is going on because he came back from his sister house and i seen something on his nick!
Sorry to see going through all this pain and. I will tell you are a strong women and you can do anything you desire and you don’t need all this extra weight on you.
Wishing you nothing but the best @hilaryfol
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Yes, if you think you’re being cheated on, used, or anything else, the best thing you can do is get out of the situation altogether. It will benefit you, and save you heartache later. Find someone who loves and cares about you for you. If someone can’t appreciate you, its their loss.
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The „normal“ ppl will never get a soldiers heart, they are just too insensitive to feel even the slightest way like a soldier does. But here on the lpu you are among us… and we feel all the same way and understand this because everybody is still grieving… I am better one day and back at stage one the other… but: what I feel ever since that day when it happened is: he is with us… like a certain feel to be not alone, to never ever be alone again and that is what held my head up… even in the hardest times. His messages he left for us in his songs and he was one of us. Let’s make him proud, each and everday again #makeChesterproud
And btw @chigokurosaki your avatar is so similar to @turners34 one that I‘ve mistaken it several times already 
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Hmmm…well…you gotta do something - you can’t do nothing - cos nothing is making you miserable. What do you feel like you ‘should’ do? And what is stopping you from doing it?
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I completely agree with you!
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Yeah you’re right about that. Thanks for the helpful info. Its just hard for me a lot of the time because I’ve always had different beliefs than a lot of other people. And they just don’t understand how I feel, or what’s going on inside my head. I just wish everyone could love one another and we could all be happy with our lives. We’re all people put on this earth the same way. Sure some may have it harder than others, but that’s when we should help the people that actually need help, and be there for them in the bad times. I just want all this crap to stop. And I know Chester felt the same way. Sorry for ranting, I just need to express how I feel sometimes, since I never really do it. #MakeChesterProud
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I agree with all you said and. @chigokurosaki we do understand what your going though and yes their people don’t understand but we all do here and this was really hard for me especially since Linkin park saved my life once and I know what it is like having people say why do you care so much about
But he was one of a kind and he will be missed by all of us here. #makeChesterpround# and #wellIdo#
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Completely true.
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Awww , 
that’s why I love this community this much, we are one @IronSoldier16 @melissa320 @turners34 and @chigokurosaki you make me feel happy right now Let’s keep this spirit always alive
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This is exactly what I needed. Thank you. I feel better from last night. And yes, if we all stand together, we can keep the love alive, and possibly spread more to others. #MakeChesterProud
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Yaaay 
that‘s cool ( btw, I maybe missed it, but: where are you from soldier? )
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U.S.A. Ohio
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