I know it’s hard and I know why you’re like that, pushing everyone away. You’re hurt inside by many people, I know it too well. And this is just an automatic defence reaction. But please understand, we are not your enemy.
Start to love yourself along with the flaws. We are all human and have them. Be good to yourself.
i am pushing people away because this is how the world works, you gotta leave before you get left. So there.
It does not and you know it 
Then… How can we be your friends or be nice with you when you do that? If you came here is for help, not to call our attention, didn’t you?
If you don’t want to trust in us why are you here? Exactly! You trust us and for that you need help now. We won’t force you, but do it by yourself please.
Edit: I agree with @mishelka3.
Whatever broke your heart isn’t the norm
People never really leave, yes people will disappoint-it’s nature inside us and it’s part of the chaos that life is-you’ll disappoint people no matter if you make it your mission not to
So closing shop because someone did that to you is unacceptable… we all do so
Love makes us try again and trust again
Trust again and know you’ll be hurt again at some point
But in that meantime enjoy the trust and friendship and love
fine. i will leave then.
well i was left few days ago. forever. people hate me for something i haven’t done. for intentions they read the wrong way or intentions someone mixed up. for me trying to get a friend back. well i’ve been shown that i truly have nobody. and this is true.
anyway don’t reply to me here anymore. i am done.
I won’t leave you like this now. God! I’d be the worst human of all I do this to you! C’mon Rory! React and see what you have in from of you!!
Don’t be like that… no one is against you here and I don’t believe people are that far against you
And if they are then you te back up and try again, that’s my whole point, you don’t give up on what friends you can have because someone let you down that’s illogical to think everyone falls under that
i just made a mistake to talk about that. i was always dealing with my problems on my own. you are not like others, but i am tired now of talking, i will shut up now. i am going to stick to the game section of the forum from now on
@rorybourdon Rory, you keep building the walls around you. There was a reason you came here and a reason you started to talk about. I don’t think you need attention, but you seek help.
But you won’t find it if you keep fighting us, we don’t want to be your enemy. But I won’t force you, it’s your choice.
Running away is not the solution. Ignore us (everyone here) is not the solution too. So stay here and tell us the true to we can help you.
I understand what you’re meaning about people.
I’ve been betrayed by so much “friends”. One Time, I was going home, and i saw all of them going out. They didn’t invite me, I went to them and they were so fucking embarrassed. I stopped immediatly my relation with these hypocrites.
It’s normal to build a wall then. Because, after these feelings, you think that you can just count on yourself, no more on others.
I think things can be brighter with time. There aren’t just bad people on earth, there are good people too but to identify them you have to get help to heal before having new friend relationship.
Absolutely agree with every word you said. 
@rorybourdon - you better check your email or I’ll kick your ass…virtually. Yes, I’m bringing out the verbal physical threats that’ll never eventuate IRL…so you know I’m serious! 
man, how can there be NO EMOJI for KICK ASS??? Seriously.
@danni1317 if you should be in an asylum, then I’m already there mate! You are amazeballs - I only wish I had half the strength you have. Please look after yourself - get that doctor on the phone - the longer you are in pain, the worse the inflammation, the longer it takes to resolve…do it do it do it…
The rest of you guys are amazing!
Seen and replied
All will be fine! Stay strong soldier 
@theearlywalker 's suns… 
and everyone else’s wishes are with you! Big hugs dear! 
I am not back… just here cause i got to know our rory is a bit sad. I am here for her and to send some nice warm hugs to everyone else…will be back after my exams only…
Okay. The above part of post was written i dunno how long ago. I am continuing summarizing… Sorry if y’all ain’t able to connect it…
We all will. Just don’t ever speak like that dear
Mee too 
And that’s called imagination! 
Even I thought that… what if they read it!
Nah i guess… no.
He deleted that the next day he made it… i remember him saying that and felt glad i am not the only one without insta …lol
And so cute 
And it was great to see you so happy and laughing. I was reading all the posts and glad to see ya this way. Keep smilin’. I came here cause i got to know smthng Happened… i was tensed about ya guys… 
Oh can understand you feeling… veryyyy well…lol 
Oh course!! You can listen that song “whatever it takes” by imagine dragons! You are really a strong soldier!
This is the place where you belong to. And you can do what you like. The reasons for living don’t come up, we create it dear . You may live for yourself. Do what you like. Love the way you live. Just never have any negetivity thing inside cause you are one of our STRONGEST soldiers! We all are each other’s strength.
(Can i get an email so i can contact you? 
)
Please do take care. I am really scared cause you are ill soo long. You’ve been suffering since so long in your pain… sending big hugs dear:heart: you’ll be fine soon don’t loose hopes! 
Yes walker you are right… salute to all! 
My dad also worked many places until he found a suitable one. So don’t worry. You will surely get one 2018 is gonna bring surprises for ya… hang on! Keep hopes alive
That’s it! Stop that dear
Now welcome back. To a new place where you love yourself. All others love you. Okay? Don’t be like that. Let the past be there where it belongs. Don’t drag it here in present. Live the present. You are soooooo awesome that you don’t even know Friend 
Yesss!! 
That melted mee too
I had a complete belief that i am gonna read this soon. Your brave words dear
You are free to go. And please do. Maybe you feel good after that take care. And don’t loose hopes…
Ayyy!! Nooo. Don’t do this. I am seriously here for ya.! Oh c’mon… 
I’ve typed these words to make ya stronger. These words are soo less if i compare with all others. They were here with you listening, inspiring and sharing their stories too. They were here every hour when you needed ( I won’t consider me as i wasn’t here) . Dear they all were just not typing stupids… we care. We do care…
You are our lil’ angel light.
And who cares if one more light goes out?
We all do…
You don’t… tell that to all the negetivity which surrounds you… please i want to help you. If anyway i am just right an email away. Can’t see you like this and that’s why came here…
honeybarapatre@gmail.com
If you want you can have a Break from every thing for a while. You can stay at home. And be patient and think. Calm down…okay? There’s nothing to worry. There just isn’t any obstacle bigger than your strength. C’mon soldier. Time is gonna heal you soon. I won’t force you to reply within some hours.
Your decision. Take your time
All we want is you to be fine …
I am soo sorry to make it so long. Tho you said you don’t want to discuss about it anymore. Sorry dear 
. Bye. Take care. Be fine… that’s what i want…
- was that like 173 replies in one post…LOL! Now go study!
This is all so beautiful @Honey8! I’m glad you’re back along with your sunshine 
and positiveness . You are so good in lifting people up, I can’t compare to even a 5% of you, even if I try! I mean, your post lifted me up so much and I wasn’t even sad So I hope it will help everyone else 1000% more!
And you’re right. All we wish is for everyone to be happy, to be all right. To have peace. I will miss everyone I see in these forums because you all matter! So please, tell the darkness in you to shut up and make Chester proud every day!
Let us 2018 be different - positive to bones! 
@danni1317 I truly hope that things are getting better and you don’t be long in a asylum you are stronger then you think and i know you still in pain and it seem like it thing look bad. But you have to keep a positive thoughts and everything will become better.
Hello everyone. I what to let everyone know that I’m okay for now. I’m happened to be going though some pain and feeling unhappy with my life and i don’t think I can take this mess anymore. But i what to say what going on. But i take my care and love to my lp family that truly need it more. I’ll make sure you guys know i care for u all. And everyone please stay strong and make chester pould.