Thaanx dear sister @mishelka3 - hope you had a good time 
How are you doing? Hope everything goes well yourside?!! 
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Hey walker! 
Yep, it’s Christmas, so I’m enjoying family life, free from work Although today morning I dreamed about work about 2 hours lol 
my mind’s probably not shut down yet. But two weeks of holiday’s awaiting, yay! 
Little solidier is well also, although makes me sick every day these days lol
How are you doing? Hope your sun is shining 
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Awww 
soooo glad to hear lil soldier is well 
, and this unwell feel will pass! Enjoy your family dear!
I am doing well, the well deserved break ahead… and making plans , I will finally end this heavy year
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I don’t know what to say! Y’all seem to see something no one else does…I just wish u guys knew how much ur kind words really mean to Me! This is family! And y’all hold a very special place in my heart!! I’m happy we have you back in the thread again missy!
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Damn true ya! 
Aww its okay . Take care you both 
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I’m glad it means something, but I’ll be much happier if it’d help. I have nothing else to say to you, just “I believe in you”, danni Sending big hugs 
Yeah, feels good to be back
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I have less than 2 hrs left at job no.1…I can hardly keep my eyes open! I forgot I worked here today! A coworker texted and I ended up being 2 hrs late:frowning_face_with_open_mouth:
I somewhere thought I worked job no.2 tonight and had my alarm set for that!! I think my clients are rubbing off on me!!!
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Stay strong danni1317, sending you positive thoughts! 
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Shit happens at work. I usually have two or three, so I know what I’m talking about It’s normal you are late at some things, but as long as you do what you can, it’s ok.
Work is not worth to be stressed about, really - that’s comming from a person who was working 14/7+ for a few years and is so tired from that. And believe me, it’s really not worth it, just ruins your health.
So please, take it easy. Do what you can, but don’t be alarmed when you’re not able to do something because of time or because of your limited abilities. We all are just human after all As long as you’ve done everything as best as you can in that moment, it’s ok to make mistakes Sending you strength danni
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@rorybourdon nobody is ignoring you 
last I saw you said is you weren’t posting things in Christmas thread and @Lilyope myself and rob takes to you a bit but since then I hadn’t seen you on hence me tagging you 
you can change the way you think…people aren’t against you
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I’m not saying you. It’s not aimed at anyone. It’s general thing connected to point 1 and 2. That’s it
I’m not taking it as personal either just telling you there ARE people here with you
I’m asking you to try to see things differently, it’s within you to view things in the light and I know you can
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@rorybourdon , @framos1792 is right… don’t see bad things where there aren’t! The world is not only black…there’s the sun too even if you can’t see it at the moment… we’re here to remind you!
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I needed to take a break from the forum and people in general. That’s it. This is how I feel and I don’t want to change it.
Ok! Feel refreshed now? anyway…just want you to know that even if I don’t call specifically for you it doesn’t mean I don’t think about you and your “problems”… 
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I understand…I’m somewhat feeling like that in part
Just know we do think of you and want you here with us
Take the time you need just do t think you’re alone
i will be fine. i didn’t aim anything at anyone, i just wanted to make it clear.
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Depression is a literal bitch unfortunately. I know how you guys feel. Professional “help” is not really much help, as they wouldn’t understand what your mind is depicting on you. Most of my life I have been “stuck in my head” so to speak. I had horrible insecurities to the point my self-esteem was so low, and being of introverted nature it just made it hard to say anything.
For me to “get better” was along trip through my mind, to realize that every single thing society promotes is just an idea, which doesn’t necessarily make it correct. After the flood, there is always the calm peeps.
I’m no “professional” but I know for sure any pharmaceuticals set to “help” a person battling mental health issues, do more harm than good. Xanax, Prozac you name it, they’re all there to just make matters worse.
Just always remember, there are people out there that want to give a helping hand. As i always mention on the boards, I have come to a pinnacle point in my life where I have reached calmness and security in myself. No one deserves to suffer for being unique, no one needs to be tormented for trying to be this “perfect”, ideal human being that society wants you to be.
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Amen to that. I feel like too many people are trying to “fit in” while not thinking about what’s truly important
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