I am we are almost there and i took my pain meds so I keep thinking nothing is gonna stop me from celebrating such an amazing soul
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Yeah! 
that’s the spirit! 
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You can do it! Keep up that mindset 
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I’m so glad that you are stay stong and i know u are a stong women. Remember that chester is with u and he pould of you. # make chester pould
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So how was it? 
Did you see the trees of life? 
Were they beautiful?
How about LP? Music? Was it amazing? I didn’t see it on YT yet…
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Its great @mishelka3 . You will love the show.
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So many emotions. I cried through half of it probably. It was also amazing. I just want to hug them all. You should watch it 
unless you aren’t ready yet
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It was beautiful! I got some ribbons! But wasn’t able to write on the wall😢 and they had led bracelets waiting for us on our chairs!!
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Awwww… 
awesome!!!
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That is so sweet. I wondered how people got those.
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Woooowww! Amazing!! 
They are really coool!
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Hey guys, hope everyone’s ok!
I watched it the day before yesterday. It was amazing. And a rollercoaster. There were parts when I was trully happy, just as I used to be when I used to listen to their music. But it was really hard for me to watch Mike sing alone, to see how hard it is for him. And when Talking to Myself came, which has a special meaning for me because it was the first thing they played at the concert in Prague, I had a burst of tears and cried all the way through to the end. When OML came, I broke down, I thought I couldn’t even make it, my head started to hurt. And then the Mike’s song came. And his wife talking. I can’t imagine how they must’ve felt, wish I could hug them all. Thank god my husband was there with me, because I don’t know what I’d do watching this alone!
I think up until now I was somehow ok about Chester because I came to believe that he’s always here with us, no matter what, watching up from the heaven. But I think subconciously my mind was still in denial and when the video with Chester came in the end, the reality that he’s not really there hit me so hard. In fact, all the time it was the reality hammer hitting me in the head. All this time, I thought, OMG, he could sing this SO much better! And wow, he had so many singers inside him! A true jewel. Miss him so much!!
A funny thought came to my mind, that this was not a concert, but a contest for the position of a new lead LP singer I identified at least 5 people who could be the next LP singers, I wish they would hire them all together 
My favourite part (despite of the tears burst) was Talking to Myself+All Along the Watchtower mix and Ilsey Juber - I don’t know who this is, I’ve never seen her in my life, but damn, they should hire her first!!
I think I’m going to give this some time, cannot watch it again without tears right now. But in the morning I was rewatching the part where Chester talks about the tragedy in the Manchester arena. It’s my favourite speech from him, I wish every single person in the world saw it.
Btw. how many people watched it live online? Do you know? We watched it 12 hours after the show via TV and I saw 12mil. there (after 12 hours, that would be a bomb!!!), but now via computer I “only” see 5 mil, I don’t know where the glitch was Still, we are one huge world LP family
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At the peak there were about 200,00 watching online. The total views right after the stream was in the 400,000’s. I was on the chat for about an hour and a half before the show and there were 10,000 others waiting as well.
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I don’t know how many were watching but I’m sure it was a lot. I haven’t rewatched the concert yet because i won’t be able to stop crying lol. I recently watched the video of Mike performing Looking For An Answer and couldn’t stop crying. I can’t read lyrics to that song without crying. This concert was amazing but so hard to watch knowing Chaz is gone. What got me on the first song was seeing Mike in pain trying to keep it together. First song without Chaz. But out of everything that happened that night I think for me I took away from that performance knowing I will stay and support LP no matter what. I love each and every one of them so freaking much. I just want to hug them Now it’s time for them to take a break and heal.
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Mike song was so sad but i feel that he was going to cry doing the performing of the song . It seem that he was lost without chester not being by his side for the first time ever.
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Yes, me too! I’m completely afraid to watch it all again!
Yes, it seems just like that. I think all of them felt lost. I mean, I feel completely lost, so they must have, twice as much. And that’s what was the hardest for me. But I so thank them for doing this concert, it was also some closure for me, a way to continue in the future. Some small light in the tunnel 
Just like those two trees of life, it was such an amazing idea, I can’t even describe the amazingness with words
I completely agree with those words
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Aye! How’s everyone here doin?! 
I have a question… can we plz change the name of the thread?? 
"I’ve always been an outcast " is false… cause we all are here to support each other… it is completely unsuitable title for our forums… lol
…hehe… jk.
Lool
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Hey so sorry I haven’t been on here…i had hoped that after the concert things would go better. But they havent… my health took a not so great turn, the pain has gotten worse. And there just seems to be this darkness I can’t shake😔 I had hoped that this would bring me and my fiancee closer but it did nothing. I actually hadn’t seen him since Sunday night when we came back. I finally saw him today but he literally came by hoping I would want to go out and watch the fight ( I couldn’t I can’t sit normally without being in pain) so when he realized we weren’t going anywhere I caught him constantly looking at his phone a couple hours later he said he was gonna head out… I asked lf id see him tmrw and he said he would be busy…i honestly hope this is all in my head and that I’m over thinking things but it hurt…
Hi there!
I know it’s been a long time since the last time I talked to you… But, tell me do you trust in yourself? If you do, you can be sure that everything will be ok soon. I am not telling you that tomorrow or in a few hours, but soon.
Remember you’re enough strong to take control over your thoughts.
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