Welcome to the forums. You will find many of us are outcasts but brought together by LP. Greiving is something that is different for each individual. It is a natural process that may take someone one day to get over, another it may take 10 years. Take your time and know that you are not alone. We are all here for you if you need us
This goes to all of you who are feeling alone! You are never alone! You just have to find others that feel the same way you do, and by coming here, I can assure you that you have finally found it!