Keep the faith!you’ll do it! 
hope the best for you! 
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Make sure you keep us updated!!! You got this!! 
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Best of luck for that. You’ll make it! Don’t be nervous
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Omg! I was talking to my fiance about songs, my son is learning the guitar and he had just shown us a part to _in the end _ and I got emotional… which then some How brought me to play “Missing you” by All Time Low 
I couldn’t play it all the way thru cause I got teary eyed:blush: but after my son went to bed . I somehow found myself talking about talinda and how amazing she is thru all of this, and how amazing my LP family is. I told him how important it is that I found y’all. What was scarier was I finally brought myself to admit to him that I had attempted suicide for the 3rd time. I told him that I was quite close to succeeding but something or someone “got me down”. My heart is still pounding! I wanted to take that back, the moment I heard it come out! Cause the look of fear in his eyes hurt so much. We actually spent over an hour or so talking about it ,and how I turned to you guys after I did it and u offered that song to cheer me up. I want to write so much more but I’m so tired, I can’t keep my eyes open! But I wanted to share that big step with all of you! Again I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for the love and support from my fellow soldiers! 
gnite for now
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Te a very gratifying feeling to know that you’re making break throughs in many ways and I’m thankful that you did come here 
We’re all strangers but you never know who truly needs a hand to reach out for
I’m very glad to know you were able to tell him at least to have him be aware of any situations like that since it’s nothing to take lightly and nothing to keep hidden away particularly towards your partner
Best wishes to you and your family and have a restful sleep
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All the best for you, I know that you can do it! 
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Nice to hear that we can be of support for you! thank God we met each other at the right time to help you and I’m so glad to hear you feel better now… you can always find someone here to reply to you and make you feel better…soldiers are all special and you sure are one of us!
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I truly know it was hard to talk about everything u are going through. I have attempted suicide 2 time and it hard for me to talk to family about it. But as i got older i start to talk to my best friend she help me though a lot. And now i have lp family i can tell them and they are so understanding. Stay storng and my God bless you.
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I’m really happy you talked to him about it. It will help him understand. He can’t help if he doesn’t know about it You are so strong and incredible! I’m so proud of you It’s a really good thing you started this thread We will support each other no matter what
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Exactly! I am thankful and hats off to the person. This thread really helped many and has loot of encouraging stuff. All help all. Happy to see that. Kinda our motto 
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I do! Wish you all the luck!! I’m sure you’ll get it! You got this, you have nothing to lose, only to gain!
Awww, we love you too honey
Wow, that’s a large step! I’m so proud of you!! It might hurt, seeing that fear, but that’s the way to know you’re loved! He cares for you and is afraid to lose you! Keep that in mind and this will hold you in this world, make you wanna live
When I was down and had suicidal thoughts, the first thing on my mind was: “Who will miss me? Noone…”. Then I remembered my father, who liked me and would miss me if I was gone. That pulled me out from the darkness. Don’t ever forget the people who care for you and love you, this sentence is for everyone!
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No just look for a guy in a suit with glasses on in a shop with the tie not done up
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How did your interview go?
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I don’t know I hope I did good!! Instead of 1 charge nurse I got 3! My heart just about jumped out of my chest
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3 chances to impress versus just one 
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Exactly! I bet it’s a good thing! 
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You are like a professional Brightside finder! Lol
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I hope you guys are right:hushed:
as soon as I know anything I’ll tell y’all!!
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I need to hire myself methinks 
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Haha exactly! I’d hire you
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