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#6928

What is going on?/What happened?

#6929

You girls ok? :face_with_monocle:

#6931

:hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

Give yourself a break.
(Iā€™m not proud that you follow me)

#6932

I was fucked up long before you.

Edit
Ment before I met you

#6933

I donā€™t think so :slight_smile:

#6934

Hey. Thank you. It actually made me smile.

But you have no idea!

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#6935

Even if you are fucked up longer than I am, it only 1 year. :slight_smile:
But I still donā€™t know how to measure how long and how much someoneā€™s been fucked up.

#6936

Shouldnā€™t be a contest who is longer. Just that itā€™s not your responsibility that I am

#6937

Stay with me @anomalia please. Youā€™re helping

#6938

Iā€™m here.
By the way, Iā€™m listening to someone talking about the influence of our childhood on our adult life. it always helps me.

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#6939

Thank you!
Its all coming from childhood issues.
The first time I wanted to be dead, I was six.

Its just. Iā€™m doing already so much more for myself then all the people around doing for themselves. Taking care, setting boundaries, being awar.
Like right now.
The loneliness attack four days ago was just a beginning and I worked so hard against it, visited friends, did this rides, cooked for myself, even got to a bar and had fun there.
This morning I actually thought I won the fight for this time.
Just to tumble over the adge harder then for a long time.

Its actually a little better jet. Thank you

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#6940

Even youtube got on its own to a full Linkin Park concert. LPU holding me up

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#6941

So you really win the competitionā€¦. :frowning:
Wondering what the reason wasā€¦ :thinking:

At the age of 6 I may have realised that I was disliked or inaccepted but Iā€™m not sure what was my awarness of death issues. Let alone thinking of my deathā€¦

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#6942

I tell you.
Some other time. Have to be braver for so much confession. Will see.

I am really way better.
Can move and breath again.
So, when you donā€™t need it, I would hop on my bike and take another run through the night.

Thank you so much!

#6943

I used to ride my bike a lot or wander in the mountains alone in the past. Not to think about anything else but the path to follow.

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#6944

Its ok?
Cause then Iā€™m off
Love you!

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#6945

sure. Iā€™m going to bed soon. I have to get up early

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#6946

Thank you so much!
Sleep well! :heart:

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#6947

Maybe this can cheer you up a bitā€¦
Time to show my true body :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:
1564347152674 stay strong :+1::yum::kissing_heart:

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#6948

Now Iā€™m scared! :see_no_evil:

Thanks :laughing:
:heart:

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