Hey my dear @anomalia
I try to pull you into a conversation again
I’m still turning this in my head.
And would like to hear more thoughts from you on this.
Isn’t it so that when someone gives you the feeling you are stupid, that a little observations leeds to the conclusion, that in truth the other one is the stupid one? If someone really need it, that you feel an idiot what says it about him?
That at least is my way to get me out of the embarrassment feeling.
And till now, everybody here helped me with it. Confirmed that I don’t need to be embarrassed.
Or as batmouse once said, you get used to this feeling.
To the loneliness.
I’m not afraid of it. As I said, I like to be alone.
I see a lot of people around me, who are so afraid to be alone that they live really miserable lives, just to be not.
Never something for me.
If I ever make room in my live, then cause thunder strucks again, not cause I am in some need.
And still, sometimes come the lonely feeling. Reminds me of a yearning desperate child. And I think I said it before, its me to care for myself.
Would love to hear your thoughts on this.
I promise I’m not annoyed if you delete later.
Just wait till I have read it.
If someone else want to jump into conversation, feel free