At work and it’s soooo hot today!
Hi guys, have a nice Wednesday 
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And happy Friday to you! 
I’m sure you totally missed me since I haven’t been on much so I decided to stop by and say hello 
Psst, where did everyone go by the way? 
Probably they’re going outside to get some fresh air 
…weirdos…
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Still didn’t realise it 
You draw people in like moths the light.
Probably no bat but a moth. 
no moth emoji
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Hey my dear @anomalia 
I try to pull you into a conversation again 
I’m still turning this in my head.
And would like to hear more thoughts from you on this.
Isn’t it so that when someone gives you the feeling you are stupid, that a little observations leeds to the conclusion, that in truth the other one is the stupid one? If someone really need it, that you feel an idiot what says it about him?
That at least is my way to get me out of the embarrassment feeling.
And till now, everybody here helped me with it. Confirmed that I don’t need to be embarrassed.
Or as batmouse once said, you get used to this feeling.
To the loneliness.
I’m not afraid of it. As I said, I like to be alone.
I see a lot of people around me, who are so afraid to be alone that they live really miserable lives, just to be not.
Never something for me.
If I ever make room in my live, then cause thunder strucks again, not cause I am in some need.
And still, sometimes come the lonely feeling. Reminds me of a yearning desperate child. And I think I said it before, its me to care for myself.
Would love to hear your thoughts on this.
I promise I’m not annoyed if you delete later.
Just wait till I have read it.
If someone else want to jump into conversation, feel free 
I’m not a good philosopher. But as far as the feelings of being lonely/emmbarassed are concerned I think that feeling lonely is just feeling lonely.
While feeling stupid means feeling stupid + feeling lonely + feeling weird + feeling excluded +…
And it has nothing to do with others who want me to feel stupid. It’s about me. Here I’m my worst enemy.
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It’s not about philosophy.
My mind tend to occupy with such things.
And in the long run, it helps me see through all my quirks, help me from knowing were it comes from.
Thats why you delete? Fighting you self? Punishing the braver you?
No. Just when I feel I wrote something stupid or unnecessary. When I feel I may have hurt someone. Or when I feel I opened up more than I wanted.
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Deleting unnecessary and stupid stuff…
This place would be empty 
No. I get it my dear. And I don’t want to pressure you into anything.
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So you don’t breathe then?
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did it hurt to say that 
Mothman 
nnnno…
We do but being awesome and too busy inside 
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No! lol, I don’t going outside
It is always easier to write 
Guess @framos1792 will have to come to your house then
You know he’s special though, it’s easier for him to hear it
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Love this weather…better than the heat!
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But hearing it is so great 
Lol she would leave me out on the street 
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You mean…when he came around I will be forced to go outside?
Heeeey, Im not that mean!..Not that much! 
It worked didn’t it?
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You force yourself I’d gladly stay to help you cook 
but noooo you want to run away
Cough cough cough cough 
nooooo 
I’m just kidding, you’re an angel 