I will run out of likes with you two 
Bye bye 
Glad to see you active bro 
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Didn’t tag you.
Did saw you closing in with your likes.
Big hug for you!
Thanks!
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Even then…
In fact I’m mostly more myself with people that I know very well than with strangers… With strangers I never know what to say (I’m that quiet guy), so I tend to avoid them… And of course that’s then a reason for them to think that I’m strange
But still, if people can’t accept me for who I am, then why should I bother about them. And the few who really know me prefer me this way…
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We’ll shut up… once
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Heh, you noticed that? I didn’t see anyone 
Yeah… I might be overdosing 
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It was long my motto, better conceited and pompous as vulnerable. So they at least not hate the real me.
But that is long gone.
The other thing, with dear ones, not that easy. I don’t want to hurt with my opinion.
And of course the parents. Both, father and mother know exactly who I am. Start discussion when I say otherwise. And hit the vulnerable part every time say see him
So you are right, with an emotional but from me
Always scanning my surroundings
On what?
Hope not on me?
See, such crap I can never stop
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Yeah, parents… I loved my parents but I didn’t visit them that often, just for that reason… I knew they wouldn’t understand me…
Overdosing isn’t always a negative thing 
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It’s ok.
Nothing changes or safes parents.
I’m just observing.
And try to make peace with them.
Just not letting me bother.
And of course, see my mother as it is, the mental illness in front
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You speak from my mind! I just read the conversation. I don’t get the thing with the dog and the car but I will figure out later. The only I can add to that is that I enjoy driving a car too because it’s something I can do like anybody else. Like you mentioned, @Fravaco.
The thing I wanted to add is that I tried to tell you, try to enjoy your life, try to make the best of it, doesn’t matter how shit it is, it could be more shity. Sorry for my grammar and language. I’m not good im English.
And now I need to sleep! See you all soon! Take care and enjoy life! 
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Good night my dear!
Sleep tight!
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You should, if possible…
I was/am the so-called black sheep of the family. I haven’t seen my sisters in over 3 years, they don’t even know about my medical problems. We don’t have a fight, they just are not willing to accept me and my way of living. I have no problem with not seeing them.
So, when my parents died (whitin 2 months of eachother) I didn’t cry and until today I still haven’t cried for them (I also didn’t had the possibility to go to my mothers funeral because of my medical state at the time.)
But it’s all ok… I had the chance to talk to them both a few months before their death. A normal talk, without any anger or regrets… We just talked about little things. And during that talk I finally had the feeling that they accepted me for who I was. My father was 90 and on that day I heard him for the first time in my life say that he loved me… That talk was the best I ever had with them. So why should I cry, we made peace with eachother and that was and still is enough for me…
So, yeah, you should make peace with them but on your time, on your tempo
I could do the same with my kids, but it takes 2 to tango…
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Good night @linkinisa✨
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We’re officially the two most frequent posters on this topic…
Let’s chang the name to
“The Anna & Franky Thread”
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Its different for me.
For my mothers side, Im the saint, the carrier. Always strong. Live the life my mother always dreamed of. The one who is proof that she didn’t do so bad.
And my father.
Na, seeing weakness meen blaming him for leaving. Also can’t happen, what is it his, that my mother wracked me in the first 14 years without him.
Next week I take over his farm for five days, first since 2015. There, he fired me for been to expensive after divorce.
Oh. We drift into our own storys.
How do we bild a conversation back up?
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Could be, that you wouldn’t like my opinion on that one.
Try me… You’d be surprised
You actually changed it 
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