Waking up 
getting really to go to work don’t what go outside it to cold. Hope my lp family stay warm have a great day.
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Hey Guys,
puh im so sorry, i dont really know what to say.
You know the last few month were tough for all of us, 2 days ago i reached another lowpoint at my Depression.
A few weeks back i thought i kicked it out of my life but now I see that im not rid of it at all…
I really appreciate your Kind words and god knows this is the best community out there, im so glad to be here…
Thanks @ironsoldier16 and @framos1792 for giving me the Option to talk to you even outside of the Forum, to @evooba @Lilyope @georkost @ashesoftime @hilaryfol @neeksnz @theearlywalker for your very Kind words and that you care so much.
@melissa320 well said, I know that These words are true, never really thought about it…
I love being around here and beside the time i spend with my psychologist, I really think that the Forum and especially you guys are a huge part in my life and a reason to continue…
So was my girlfriend, when i needed her the most she was there for me, even if I acted cold she was there and sometimes I think she suffered as hard as i did, not because of Chester ist because of me dying inside and being cold…
Sometimes i dont know how to continue live, like Chester said there is like another myself in my head trying to tear me down. Yesterday i tried to hang myself but unfortunately I didnt made it…yeah sounds really dramatic and maybe some of you think ist only a sad Phrase but I really really often think about that.
And yesterday I reached the Point where I thought i could finally end this mess, i was nearly drunk and then it came in my mind that the pain would only be for some moments before you know…
Sure i was scared but i have never been so sure about this decision
I love all of you and i know maybe thats not the right way to get out of Depression,
but i hope that maybe some of you try to understand that maybe the pain inside is much bigger than a Person can Show on the outside.
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There’s always a way out, don’t do anything stupid. Please!
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I think a lot of people here can understand or are more open to since everyone kind of carries their own little internal struggles, it just hurts to hear because one can only imagine the struggle inside you
Please try to ride those thoughts until they dissipate, we all want you here with us ok, we care for you and whether we speak to you often or here and there, we come to consider you a part of the whole of us
Find reasons to stay bro…life’s already short enough for us and most importantly of all you don’t know how much good and happiness might be coming your way on the other side of this storm
Don’t be a butt trying to get out of meeting us someday 
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@zinler I am glad you are still with us. You have no idea how much you are worth. No matter what people tell you and no matter what your own thoughts tell you, YOU are WORTH it. Sometimes life is mean and ruthless. But it’s the little moments that count. You have to keep fighting and Make Chester Proud. Because every minute that you fight, you do just that- Make him proud. A few weeks ago, when you thought you kicked it out of your life shows you are on the road to recovery. You got this far, don’t give up now. I believe in you. You are a soldier, and soldiers keep fighting. We are all here if you need to talk. You will get through this- time will heal
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@zinler One of the good things in the LP Family is no one will judge you for anything. We listen to each other and try to understand all points of view.
I understand what you mean but like @evooba said (again 
) there is always a way out and suicide is not the solution.
When something/someone upset me, I know I will never be alone because of the LP Family and it help me to go through my worst thoughts.
We are here for you. 
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Agreed with @framos1792 @AJ_7 @Lilyope @evooba
@zinler don’t let that bad feelings keep you away from this world! You deserve to be alive!life is cruel sometimes, but you have the strenght and power to live and find happiness!! You’re never alone!we’re here to make you remember that you’re our friend and mate and we care for you!!
Stay strong friend! 
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@zinler I am glad you are fine and with us but please do me a favour and ask for help… Please 
I am here if you need to talk
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Getting ready to eat dinner
Getting ready to sleep after hard day😧
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Watching My Family.
Officially broken up from college for 4 WEEKS!
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Thanks again to all of you
Wow it is so awesome to be a oart of sich an awesome community…
@framos1792 i would lovw to mwet all of you one day
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I’m sending you a metal box full of termites for Christmas
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Squirrel buddies
Waiting for my laptop to update so I can go to sleep. I spent whole evening watching The Crown. Good series.
Btw don’t you think these two pics are similar:
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I got woken up to the phone ringing off the hook this morning non-stop. I had to work a weird shift today, so I haven’t eaten in about ten hours. Now it’s dinner time in front of American Dad!
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You’re always welcome dude.
As we have been saying, we don’t know each others, but we care for the others as if they were another friend. In this case we are not friends, we are family. And the family is always together, more if your family is the LPU.
I understand you. Life is a [spoiler]shit[/spoiler] many times and there are days where you just don’t want to know anything about the life, but others you love it, and those days are worthy. I try to choice the happy days instead the sad ones. Try to take the good of the worst thing. It can’t help you as you would want to, but you feel a little better. It’s just an advance.
You’re not alone. I tried it too before… So I know how you feel… If strong is what you need, here is the right place. If you need to take out all you have inside, we are here to hear you, if you are looking for an answer of what to do with those thoughts, I can try to help. Sometimes everything is in our mind and the fear goes away when you face it. Whatever you need, leave us a message and we try to help you. You’re our brother, don’t forget it.
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Meme in x-mas mood 
gifts for us all 
On topic: and 
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And heey @lp13413 - how are you doing my friend? Everything in xmas crazyness already? I just ignore it this year!
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I’m doing well! My Christmas shopping is done, it just needs to be wrapped.
It’s amazing how fast this year has gone, and how much has happened.
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