that you ask for From The Inside as the first song in this topic.
Just before I left for work, I looked up my diary from 2018 were my total Linkin Park passion started (besides MTM, I know, soooo late ) cause I wanted to read my thoughts back then.
I keep a journal just in phases and sadly enough I mostly stopped in this summer.
But my secend entry relating to Linkin Park was this:
Trying not to break,
but Iām so tired of this deceit
Every time
I try to make
myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this,
all the tiring time between
And how trying to put
my trust in you (me)
Just take so much
out of me!
I wonāt waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You
Me