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And to go blindly seems senseless

If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then theyā€™ll take from me 'till everything is gone

If I let them go Iā€™ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them Iā€™ll be outrun

If Iā€™m killed by the questions of your cancer
Then Iā€™ll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself

MYSELF!

I ask why

but in my mind
I find I canā€™t rely on myself (myself)

I ask why but in my mind I find

I find I canā€™t rely on myself

I canā€™t hold on
To what I want when Iā€™m stretched so thin
Itā€™s all too much to take inā€¦

I canā€™t hold on
To end things watching everything spin

With thoughts of failure sinking in

How do you think

Iā€™ve lost so much

Iā€™m so afraid
Iā€™m out of touch

How do you expectā€¦
I will know what to do

When all I know
Is what you tell me to

Donā€™t you know

I canā€™t tell you how to make it

GO!!
No matter what I do, how hard I try

I canā€™t seem to convince myself why
Iā€™m stuck on the outside

Something in hereā€™s not right today