Next line in the LP song

And to go blindly seems senseless

If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they’ll take from me 'till everything is gone

If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun

If I’m killed by the questions of your cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself

MYSELF!

I ask why

but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself (myself)

I ask why but in my mind I find

I find I can’t rely on myself

I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in…

I can’t hold on
To end things watching everything spin

With thoughts of failure sinking in

How do you think

I’ve lost so much

I’m so afraid
I’m out of touch

How do you expect…
I will know what to do

When all I know
Is what you tell me to

Don’t you know

I can’t tell you how to make it

GO!!
No matter what I do, how hard I try

I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside

Something in here’s not right today