And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then theyāll take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go Iāll be outdone
But if I try to catch them Iāll be outrun
If Iām killed by the questions of your cancer
Then Iāll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself
MYSELF!
I ask why
but in my mind
I find I canāt rely on myself (myself)
I ask why but in my mind I find
I find I canāt rely on myself
I canāt hold on
To what I want when Iām stretched so thin
Itās all too much to take inā¦
I canāt hold on
To end things watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
How do you think
Iāve lost so much
Iām so afraid
Iām out of touch
How do you expectā¦
I will know what to do
When all I know
Is what you tell me to
Donāt you know
I canāt tell you how to make it
GO!!
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I canāt seem to convince myself why
Iām stuck on the outside
Something in hereās not right today