Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it ?
Or do I try to catch them red handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but, I’m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself (myself)
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself (myself)
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin!
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To end things watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back I’m defenseless