Big shoutout to @Gatsie for the Chorus for this
I’m the product of self blame
My own saboteur
Beaten by my own game
I’ve never found the cure
These mistakes are mine alone
Though I never believed
And then everything I ever did found it’s way back to me
I’ve got the feeling I’m exposed
The weakness is on show
This is my fault I suppose
I couldn’t let it go
It’s easier said than done
When I really think about it
I could of really done so much better without it
Enough is enough
Time to erase
Yeah life is tough
But it’s something I must face
It’s no-ones fault but my own
I have to go at it alone
I need to remind myself that there is always a way to go
So
I run as far as I can
Away from myself, away from it all
But I realize I can no longer pretend
'Cause no matter what, it’s all my own fault
I’m the product of self blame
The cause of my own mistakes
I don’t know how much more I can take
And I’m about to break
I’m always pointing the finger
To one and all
I never accpet the fact that it is my own fault
The problem is mine alone
No matter where I go
I’m the only one to know
But I will never let them show
I rather blame somebody else
Then to blame myself
But in the end, it’ll come back again, just like everything else
But that still don’t stop me
From say it’s their fault, except me
Everyone around me slowly recents me
My problems are coming to represent me
The judgement’s done
There’s nowhere to run
It has caught up to me, Now I can’t get it gone
So
I try again to run as far as I can
Away from myself, away from it all
But I realize I can no longer pretend
'Cause no matter what, it’s all my own fault
Everyone has left me
No-one to protect me
I have no-one else to blame
No-one should’ve told me
Everyone should’ve of exposed me
Now I only blame myself
So
I stopped running as far as I can
Away from myself, away from it all
But I realize I can no longer pretend
'Cause no matter what, it’s all my own fault