Yes, it’s just like that!! The first one I have read for 2 days (usually I manage in half a day)!! It killed me so that I had to take a break for a whole day because it was so terrible. Never happened to me before 
After something like that, you just wanna be left alone in a dark, see or hear nothing and noone :DDD
Yeah, I still have some bachelors to read, my three students. Do some corrections, it takes time.
But the worst is I can’t knit anymore 
because then my belly hardens and it’s not good for Laura, can cause premature birth… That’s why I have to just lie down the whole day, walk as less as possible, eat a lot of magnesium… As an active sports person, this is really exhausting for me. That’s why I wrote that it’s only over a month of torture
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oh yeah!!! good night dear friend, sweet dreams 
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that better don’t talk about the note (3/30)
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( how are you guys and sending you and Laura strength and love 
maybe a lil prayer to stop your dark thoughts dear? 
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