Available (I can relate to this more than you may think, its actually a struggle for me to be happy everyday, I actually find myself miserable more than I’d like to be, even though I know I have people that love and care for me, and something else, its still so hard to be happy. One of my biggest problems is that I care about others a lot, and I let this take me down from caring so much, but I choose still to be loving more than hating.)
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It’s the same here. I’m so emphatic that I reached the point that I don’t really care what the hell happens to me, if the other are ok, I’d be ok. If they aren’t I’d try to do everything to make them happy. But guess what! When I need them, they are not here. I’m not saying everyone are like this. Just that something I don’t see the things as they really are…
So somehow, we are in the same point. Let’s try to forget the bad vibes and move on to a happy place, ok?
Elf.
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Forgotten (I am trying to be more positive, but it seems when you try is when things go to hell in life. I know it wont always stay like this, but im just tired of seeing everyone else suffer through things, and nobody giving a damn about what happens. I told myself I would never be like that again, how I was as a teen. This is what I believe, we don’t care what you look like, we don’t care where you come from, we dont care what you believe in, we love every single one of you out there, and nothing will ever change that, Chester said it best.)
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This!
I always forget it, how old are you?
This!
I know how hard has this time without him… but C’mon! It’s time to remember him with the love he deserves.
And the day you finally can stop thinking in the others and have a good control between the bad and the good things, that day you can be happy… Meanwhile the only we can do is stay strong and try to keep moving forward, even if we don’t know how to do.
Neck
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Krwlng (I am 21, and still have a ways to go in life If nothing happens. I am actually afraid to stop caring about others myself, on what I may become if I would stop, its a very scary thought for me. I feel I have to love and care for others, there’s no other way for me, and I wouldn’t like myself even more if I didn’t care, thats the harsh reality of it. Others don’t understand this, only those who really care and love, but we need more love in life to make it better, there’s just no other way, cause hate sure won’t make things better. And I have actually been fine on the Chester situation a lot more since his birthday, but it still tries to creep in sometimes.)
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I’m 23. I know how so empty the life could be. And maybe tha’s my mistake: Think that there is no other way to fix the things. I love helping people, but that’s not enough to make this [spoiler]damn[/spoiler] planet a better place to live.
And I know what is the first step to chance that way of see the life… but I don’t want to change it… I don’t find a good reason to do, that’s why I’m how I am: Just a dreamer trying to life in a fake illusion where at the end everything will be fine… I think it’s necessary to split out what is in the heart and in the mind, even these things don’t have sense…
However… I hope that the life will be better for us and for everyone in this amazing family.
Galaxy
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Yes (my mind and heart work in a different way altogether, my heart is full of nothing but love and peace, while my head is unfortunately dark most of the time, I wish it was different, but I guess I’ll have to wait for this, I can’t change how I feel over night. Important is to keep learning about things and how to truly be happy and feel loved and accepted for who you are, yes even by yourself which I have a big problem with, I have so much love for others, but not enough for myself I know. But I wish you peace and happiness in life man, you deserve this and more, you are already loved, so you don’t have to worry on this. 
& 
)
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Safe ( hugs to you both my dear broS - 
, sending strenght to you both and I am soooo happy to see you both caring for each other, 
and I know, you both will have a wonderful life, it’s already knocking at your doors 
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Again, we are in the same point. Do you want to know something dark about me?! Just read word by word my dark histories and you will find out the piece of sh*t I am, I mean what really happens on my mind and how it takes me down everytime… For me “love” is a concept very difficult to understand… And it could be considered as “against the rules” but I say this just an example of how I think and how I act… however… if this really breaks the rules flag it inmediatly, don’t doubth it…
READ UNDER YOUR OWN WILL AND RISK
[spoiler]A few months ago I betrayed myself and I can’t apologize for that… I thought if I just did ot, things will be better, I was wrong… I met somebody at work… and I like this person…[/spoiler]
I can´t do this! This is not the place to share things like that…
Just forget it…
One last thing: I can’t wish you the best, because you already have it. But I wish you something (maybe) better: Peace for yourself and happiness to your whole life.
And for @theearlywalker: Thanks for the hugs! And your words! I need them…
Excellent.
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Tell ( you know I am always just a msg away and if you feel like, just let it go, whatever it is! Semding you love and power, and you’re wonderful and loved, right the way you are, and deep inside you know it already 
)
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I know it! 
but… it’s something I don’t to accept 
I don’t know why, but I don’t want to accept my happiness… it’s like if for me the happiness can’t come… I mean I don’t want to recognize some things because I feel when I accept them my life will be completed and there will not be another reason to keep living… that’s why I’m still living inside of my mind… I don’t want to be alive if there’s nothing to keep fighting or living once I’m done my goals and my dreams are done…
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Well, let me tell you this bro: our human nature is built like a circle, like everything in nature is, once a goal is reached, the next appears immidiately and the fear of loosing sense is disappearing by walking along the road that is given to you. This fear is getting less and less the more often you make the experience that it goes on, this life… no matter how big the goal you tried to reach was or how deep the pain was, unfortunately it’s the same for love and joy- you have to swim with the life-flow and see what it brings to you- you can’t stop it or direct it- just plan your actions wisley, and deal with whatever comes- be sure- it will pass as time goes by, the way is the goal…
Have to leave now, hugs and power again, to you both and a good and peaceful night
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I will swimg in that pool then, and whatever happens I guess it can’t be worst that live inside a lie. Thanks Pat 
I love you and your words full of wisdom 
Have a great day
Loving.
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Goal (we may not be exactly alike, but I can see some similarities between us @IronSoldier16 and im sorry you feel the way you do, we are here for you always if you need to talk about whatever, believe me I know its hard, but I won’t judge you or talk poorly of you for whatever you may say or think, thats not how I am and its not my place to, but we love you and are always welcome and accepted here regardless of how you may feel or what others say. We all have things we need to work on, some more than others, but we should all be able to come together in love and accept each other for who we are now, not who we were or what we’ve done, that is in the past, and we are not those people anymore, but new and different now, and who knows what the future may hold for us.)
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Legit.
I know that, but this theme could considered as tabu or no able to talk here. More for the public, we have kids here, and what I was to say is not suitable for them, I’d talk about this if it weren’t for the rules. I’d be banned… Let’s move this Maybe in another ocassion I do it.
Talk (I understand, and there is always fb messenger if you want to talk, but its completely up to you.)
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Thank you!!! I’m more here or on WA. If you look me on Mensseger that’s my evil twin brother sharing memes jajajaja jk I’m there because I found someone who only use Messenger.
Key.
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You ( sending you all love and I will always be here for you and I have trouble loving myself as we’ll but I will always be here here for both of you and pat I love you all with all my heart )
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Thank you very much! I have to go to sleep. Goodnight.
Unmasked.
Description ( have a peaceful night abd sweet dreams and just feel the love in your sleep and remember your not alone )
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