Into The Darkness — NickGr

Genre: alternative
Please note that this is a very expiremental song: a bi-lingvo. Yes, Russian lines are my own too lol

Original

Verse I:

Blood is pouring from my body, from my soul
Почему я не оставлю тебя позади?
I’m lost in between, I’m loosing control
Есть ли смысл вставать и идти ?

Is there an escape ? Is there a light to reach?
Я забыт, замурован с собою
Suffocated by walls, body aches, is it wrong ?
Словно ВИЧ в крови, слабость не скрою
Will I ever find a place I belong ?
Даже слов не сказать, только вою

Pre chorus:
Everything around me falls apart
The pus flows in me and covers my heart

Chorus:
Flowing into a darker sea of pretend
(Мой разум разбит на куски)
Falling apart, falling into my death bed
(Вроде счастье было так близко)

Verse II:
Сам творец всего этого, сам себе смерть
I’m crawling and I feel alone
Давно забыл, как это: под ногами твердь
Yes, again under the black dome
Again cursed to live with my own fault

Pre chorus:
Everything around me falls apart
The pus flows in me and covers my heart

Chorus:
Flowing into a darker sea of pretend
(Мой разум разбит на куски)
Falling apart, falling into my death bed
(Вроде счастье было так близко)
I’m choking, I’m dying but can’t reach the end
(Своим криком лишь кровь проливаю)
(Не живу, но не умер, только заперт во тьме)
(С каждым днём свой рассказ продлеваю)

Chorus:
Flowing into a darker sea of pretend
(Мой разум разбит на куски)
Falling apart, falling into my death bed
(Вроде счастье было так близко)
I’m choking, I’m dying but can’t reach the end
(Своим криком лишь кровь проливаю)
(Не живу, но не умер, только заперт во тьме)
(С каждым днём свой рассказ продлеваю)

Translated

Verse I:
Blood is pouring from my body, from my soul
(Why can’t I leave you behind?)
I’m lost in between, I’m loosing control
(Is there a sense to get up and go on?)

Is there an escape ? Is there a light to reach?
(I’m forgotten, buried with myself)
Suffocated by walls, body aches, what is wrong ?
(Like AIDS in my blood, can’t hide my weakness)
Will I ever find a place I belong ?
(Can’t even say anything , just howling)

Pre chorus:
Everything around me falls apart
The pus flows in me and covers my heart

Chorus:
Flowing into a darker sea of pretend
(My mind is broken to pieces)
Falling apart, falling into my death bed
(Seems my happiness was just so close)

Verse II:
I’m the one who did it, I’m my own death
I’m crawling and I feel alone
Long forgotten how is it to have a ground to stand
Yes, again under the black dome
And cursed to live with my own fault

Pre chorus:
Everything around me falls apart
The pus flows in me and covers my heart

Chorus:
Flowing into a darker sea of pretend
(My mind is broken to pieces)
Falling apart, falling into my death bed
(Seems my happiness was just so close)
I’m choking, I’m dying but can’t reach the end
(With my scream all I do is bleeding
Not alive but not dead,just locked up in the darkness
Everyday I’m continuing my story)

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@acemasters
@AJ_7
@theearlywalker
@jabinquaken
@Honey8
@gatsie
@GioS
@rickvanmeijel
@yomarques
@the_termin8r

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Hey bro - great lyrics- deep touching desperation is flowing over from them! Hope it’s just like facing the past or artists freedom, but however and what ever may come or happen: you never walk alone- :heart:- big sis is there always just a tag or msg away :hugs:

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@lpfan61
@yolo5494

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:heart: :hugs: :heart: :hugs: :heart: :hugs: :heart:

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That’s an awesome lyric! :heart_eyes: :heart_eyes:
(I read the translated one of course… :sun_with_face: )

Agreed with @theearlywalker … that’s the place where we belong and can talk…never alone!! :muscle: :sun_with_face: :hugs: :hugs:

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I like this one

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Awesome job, Nick. It shows the different emotions so well. :heart:

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Very well done @NickGr! Very deep. And as @theearlywalker I am here too! You never ever have to feel alone!

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That’s awesome!

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Thank you guys @acemasters :raised_hands:t4: @theearlywalker​:hugs: @melisLP , @yomarques, @AJ_7 :hugs::hugs:, @lpfan61

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like AIDS seriously??
Lol its nice man work hard and you shall succeed

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Great job man

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Hats off as usual bro! You are an awesome writer! :v: :smiley:

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