I Don't Care Why (Working Title) - Ace Masters

The Barracks
#1

This is yet another LPForum exclusive
And another song that is very personal to me
It’s just about how my biological father a.k.a sperm donor, walked out of my life when I was just a baby/toddler (i was bout 1)
Not once did he make the effort with me but always made the effort with my older brother
This one is dedicated to the mo-fo that might of gave me life but was never there to see me live it
And dedicated to all the dead-beat parents that decide that they don’t want nothing to do with the kids!

You left me when I was just a baby, I wonder if you said good-bye
You never attended any of my birthdays, and not once did I ask why
You missed my very first day of school, was never there to say you was proud
You didn’t even send me a christmas card, yet I got by just fine without wondering how

You missed out the best years of my life
I don’t even think back to the past
You left without a second thought
And I want to say this

All because you wasn’t there
It’s your lost because I no longer care
I am better without you in my life
I just want you to know, I don’t care why

I don’t think back to the day you left my life, I’ve given up caring
You never had time for me, but somehow I was left hating
Because you saw me alot, but never had time for me
It was always about your other child and like I was nothing but a bad memory

You missed out the best years of my life
I don’t even think back to the past
You left without a second thought
And I want to say this

All because you wasn’t there
It’s your lost because I no longer care
I am better without you in my life
I just want you to know, I don’t care why

I have once or twice questioned wasn’t I ever good enough for you
But then I come to relize that none of that was true
I know now that I was not to blame
I don’t want you to ever explain

You missed out the best years of my life
I don’t even think back to the past
You left without a second thought
And I want to say this

All because you wasn’t there
It’s your lost because I no longer care
I am better without you in my life
I just want you to know, I don’t care why

Another song
@EvoOba
@Radden
@amitrish
@NickGr
@Susannchen
@the_termin8r
@AJ_7
@theearlywalker
@YoMarques
@samuel_the_leader

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#2

Wow! Rarely nice and deep

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#3

I love this song like it really, really made Me emotional and because I understand how you feel and all. All of those words in your lyrics really punch me in my heart and I felt very emotional. This never happen to me before I never cried for a song in my life. But this song is so very deep. Encore bravo :clap::clap::clap::clap::clap::cry::blush::grinning:. This is some piece of work you worked on @acemasters.
But I was not kidding when I said you should go on those talent TV shows. :grin::blush:

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#4

I am so sorry this happened to you. Your ability to put this into words is truly amazing. Once again, great job Acemasters! Thank you for sharing such a personal song with us!

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#5

@coolcat96
nah man i can’t sing for shit i wouldn’t get very far haha

and i hate these x-factor type things but its nice to hear

thank you @NickGr

@AJ_7
It’s ok, I accepted my fate a long time ago. I am happy with myself and who I am and who I become, and I did so without the guidence of him
Thank you for your kind words :slight_smile:

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#6

You should be happy with who you are! And you should be extremely proud of yourself!

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#7

Woah… acemasters always the master!

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#8

Aww acemasters that was wonderful :smiley:

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#9

@EvoOba
@Radden
@amitrish
@NickGr
@Susannchen
@the_termin8r
@AJ_7
@theearlywalker
@YoMarques
@samuel_the_leader

it is finished

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#10

@evkorngdlpid
@coolcat96
@annejprado
it’s finished

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#11

I really like the lyric.And im sorry you had to go through this :cry:
I devorced my kids their dad when they were 16 and 17 years old.
Their dad havent took any time to see or talk to them since then.
Ty
tc xx Ingrid

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#12

It’s not a great feeling but i have learned to deal with it just hope people find some sort of solace with the lyrics

If my lyrics helps at least one person then I have succeeded and thank you for being a fan

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#13

So sad. Maybe you are a better human cause of his absence.

Probably my daughter feels the same in some points. :angry:

#14

If this song upsets your or angers you in anyway I am so sorry

This shouldn’t happen to anyone and it angers me when it does

What goes through someones head that they don’t want anything to do with the child or children or whats worse when they show one child love or whats to be there for them and not the other…thats what sickens me…

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#15

No worries. Don´t stop writing these.You get always the point and cause emotions. That´s exactly what a song should do.
This let me thought a bit about my daughters situation in the past and I was a bit sad for her. Now she´s growing up and it´s like this [quote=“acemasters, post:1, topic:22727”]
All because you wasn’t there
It’s your lost because I no longer care
I am better without you in my life
[/quote]

This!

#16

It is expressed so nicely :slight_smile:

#17

Great setting free vibes comming up with your lyrics- every word is like a shot- again great work and you seem to be in a very intensive process atm- go ahead and free your soul on Ace! :sunny:

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#18

you can write kept writing

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#19

Thank you @turners34

I have LOADS of lyrics in the Barracks
And have a Topic for my uncompleted and completed works as well

Also check out lyrics by The Unity of Us also located in the Barracks

#20

your welcome I am new here so were do you put song ideas at because I write songs as well