HEY U?! YEAH U! What are you doing right now?

[IronSoldier16]

For those who don’t know lately I’ve been having many mental problems at the point where I don’t want to know nothing of the life (no, I’m not talking about suicide, don’t worry for that) I’ve just wanted to disappear from the word.

This d*mn month has been a hell for me since the first day. I’ve been fighting with a lot of things that I can’t post here (I’d end banned) but I just can say that these things are ilegal and can hurt a lot of people around me…

TBH the only day I could smile and feel proud of myself for do it was the 20th, the day I expected I was going to be hopeless and damning everyone was the the happiest one I had.

Coming back to my mental health I had to looking for professional help and today was my first appointment. It was just an introduction session, so there is no much to say… Just that 1 hour isn’t enough for what I need to say and I can’t share here.

I’ll have the next appointment the next week. There are 12-18 sessions according the case. I’m afraid I end doing something very bad and delicate that put the life of others in a serious risk… That’s why I’m looking for help. To understand myself and avoid doing unnecessary (and stupid) things like calling the attention of everyone whiteout have the intention to change, or treat my family with kill myself (yeah… I tried it the last year. But! I promised everyone I will never do such thing)

Even though it doesn’t seem, I care everyone here. Sometimes I don’t say anything because I don’t know what to say, but I always think in all of you. You are my main reason to keep living.

Also @chigokurosaki, @framos1792 thanks to you both to keep me entertained with all that Batman’s stuff, it keeps me away from my mind.

And asking the question of what am I doing rn? I’m trying to take care of myself.

[framos1792]

@IronSoldier16

Also @chigokurosaki, @framos1792 thanks to you both to keep me entertained with all that Batman’s stuff, it keeps me away from my mind.

You know it bro! you know I won’t give you any special treatment for this right?
Jk man, I’d say talking to you normal is more helpful to you right now than it is for Chigo and I to go care bear mode on you
If you need it though, Chigo is restraining himself right now trying to not do this

Nah bro, seriously, big hug to you and I know you won’t do anything stupid-you are one of us super heroes after all
We’ve got faith in you bro

[lpfan61]

I’m spechless rn…BUT I’m very proud of you!! you know you’re never alone!!

[IronSoldier16]

@framos1792

You know it bro! you know I won’t give you any special treatment for this right?

And for some cookies?

@framos1792

I to go care bear mode on you

Those bears lol

@framos1792

and I know you won’t do anything stupid-you are one of us super heroes after all

I hope that too, thanks.

@lpfan61

you know you’re never alone

This! And as I said before that’s why I’m looking for an especialist :'D

[lpfan61]

[theearlywalker]

Great way of caring for yourself- and we do same - everything else I’ve already said- proud of you bro @IronSoldier16

[Lilyope]

You can be proud of you for taking care of you. That’s the best thing to do. Sending you big hugs. We care about you too.

[IronSoldier16]

Must leave now. I need to work. But know this guys: I know I’m not alone, and that’s for all of you.

You are not just friends, nor my family, but Soldiers. And using Chester’s words:

You are the best!

I’ll go now with a smile and happy to have known you all.

[lpfan61]

Have a nice day at work!

[framos1792]

Aye bro,
Hang tough! We’ve got your back

[ashesoftime]

@IronSoldier16 we are proud of you to look for help that’s the way! You’re not alone!

[melisLP]

Proud of you for realizing you need help and getting it.

[LP13413]

He seems to have always had a gift of giving speeches. He looks really happy there.

Stay strong, @IronSoldier16. No one life in this world is perfect, and I’m glad that you’re taking the steps you need to sort things out and make sense of everything. If you ever need anything at all, we’ll always be here for you.

[evooba]

@anngelenee Thanks for the video, good to see him.

@IronSoldier16 stay strong! You’re amazing!

OT: went out with the flatmate and a friend after work, then came home to chill and ended up playing lots of music. It was the first time I sang and played in front of people without being embarrassed and messing everything up due to stress.

[jrtrussell]

Aye, I know I’m new here, but I’ve already been able to notice how awesome you (and everybody else here) are. I always see you picking people up where they are down and supporting them. You always have a positive outlook and I always look forward to the crazy superhero talks we always have. I just want you to know that you got this and we are all here for you like you are always here for us. Stay strong

[IronSoldier16]

@ashesoftime, @melisLP, @LP13413, @evooba, @jrtrussell thanks guys!

@jrtrussell

I know I’m new here

For me, no more, you already are my brother

@jrtrussell

to notice how awesome you (and everybody else here) are.

Thanks! You too

@jrtrussell

I always see you picking people up where they are down and supporting them

They are my family, I don’t liike to see them down, that’s why I always say crazy things jaja

@jrtrussell

I always look forward to the crazy superhero talks we always have

Just don’t end as Batman’s slave

On Topic: Eating and working on some stuffs

[theearlywalker]

Good mooooorning lpu

Ot: and

[rickvanmeijel]

@IronSoldier16

And asking the question of what am I doing rn? I’m trying to take care of myself.

Good job man! I think it’s very brave of you that you have sought professional help, I hope this will get you on the right track again Sending you loads of strength!

[Lilyope]

Playing switch, talking on WA and enjoying my evening.

[evooba]

Just came home. Met with friends for dinner and then went to one of their houses and played Mario on their Super Nintendo for HOURS. It was so much fun!