It’s been a tough morning for me, hope you’re all doing ok.
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Getting ready because at 7:20 am I am going to release the balloons in his honor
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Keeping myself busy and trying to stay positive- the great supportive flow inhere is helping a lot today - thanx to you all and stay positive soldiers- let’s make him proud 
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It’s lunchtime in Germany and I’m going to eat something. Damn, 12 Hours of this day are gone but I feel a little empty 
But positive thoughts gonna work for me 
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I am trying to hold myself together
But I am failing to right now
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You are not alone- nobody is today- we have your back dear 
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This is weird
Ok I had balloons down stairs and I was sitting on my bed crying one just come to me
Just wishing everyone all the strength in the world! Together we will get through this, just as we got through it last year. Take one thing at a time and try to keep yourself occupied with things that you love to do. And make Chester proud!
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We’ll get through this together. Loads of strength. You are not alone, we’re in this together
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Thank you guys for being here for me especially today
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Sending you strength @StephLP18 and to every other soldiers who need it. 
Hugs to everyone We are together for this day.
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Hi guys! I just arrive home from my short holidays with my bf. Just say a few things today because today it’s a special day… you know… take care of yourself and take care of your family, friends, those who are by your side. Feel free to cry if you want and feel free to smile and laugh if you feel that way. We need to show our emotions and feelings in any way. As I always say I’m here for you if you need me. I know we miss him so much… @DavidZinssler I’m proud of you to show us your emotions. You are loved! love you guys! 
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We were realizing the balloons and they got trangred in a wire
We failed him
Thinking about you Chester and I’m crying my eyes out. Knowing that he is by my side telling me he okey.
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What matter is that you have thinking and doing something for honoring him, no matter if balloons go far away.
@hilaryfol Sending you a big hug
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i need help i am starting break
sending you hugs you’re not alone, try to take a deep breathe and focus on it.
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Hey steph, hang in there okay, we’re all here with you 
you’re never alone and that’s more true today than ever
You’ve got a couple bats beside you on each side at the moment and @chigokurosaki robin is on his way (right robin? )
Each of us are different and we cope with things differently but I think maybe you could benefit from detaching yourself a little bit from those emotions 
you’ve done more than enough in remembrance of Chester, you’re always here with us, you’re always being positive for others- if things are too difficult to go through then maybe take a step back and breathe deeply like lilyope said
It’s a long day, it’s a roller coaster of emotions
It’s not a race it’s a marathon…and we’re allowed breathers
You’re not breaking okay, use these on any cracks that appear
They’re cats 
Hang in there okay, happy thoughts! Come on!
first chigo got me to give him a hug last night and now I’m giving one to you 
Too much cuddly! 
But you matter so I make an exception
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