Thank you @rickvanmeijel , It’s been difficult I am not going to lie but it is easier to handle with people helping me and giving me support, right now I am just trying to take it one day at a time
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Always “Given up” but you need them fit with other ones together like QWERTY, By Myself, No More Sorrow, Don’t stay, Lying from you and so many more - there are so many wonderful scream songs, maybe try the live version “to get the feeling” right and then do it - it’s feel like freedom. @lplove do it! It will help you!
for the common pictures: I got some more 
Good to hear something from you. Hope you’ll getting well ASAP 
@evooba strong coffee or cream coffee? 
and don’t worry, you’re gonna ‘rock it’
so, It’s gonna be everytime “three out of three”? 
yeah, thanks
and thanks to all who noticed and appreciated it and participated. I’m gonna do my best to keep this ritual for every weekend. I’ve got a huge collection and every week I find some more pictures 
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Hey guys!
All the best for you on this out of time relaxing Sunday! 
Just wish it to you too, and if you have to work, stay strong! 
Love you too! 
Hey you 
It was just a fantasy 
But for this 
all fingers crossed. 
Yeah! 
awesome mug!
See you tipping! Again! 
What ever way! 
Otherwise I let you be. 
Do what’s best for you! We are here! 
Thank you! I can feel it today! 
Still Sunday, no further thinking! 
great word of choice 
Oh! Start to love all this quotes today!
Oh, game changer. Try it! Do it! Don’t go girly high. Think of Chester, take it deep out of your chest! Feel it! It will help! 
Finished tipping, I’m still on. So yeah for this 
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@jrtrussell still no word of you in this topic 
not new
But for @Lilyope 
My kids
@birdy1989 miss you here! 
@gabridc98 still here and thinking good thoughts your way! 
To the Anna Marias
@anomalia biiiiig hug 
@anngelenee to you the same 
To the other F @framos1792 
OT
Wrote my daughter, that I’m back in town. She didn’t react for 5 days. Then send a voice, totally happy and relaxed, she want to go to the movies with me. So now we will watch Frozen 2
Otherwise I did a night bike ride, met friends in a bar and am totally relaxed! This could just last!
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Now what happened? The husband happened, he finally pissed me off to the point where I needed to scream. But I did the opposite and internalized it. 
Given Up is def a great one.
@HakManLP I’ll check out the live version, thx! Common pix? Lol
@anna834 def not girly, lol!
Hope everyones weekend is going well.
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Morning guys 
- have a good Sunday- and the time today passed so quickly- it’s already dark as the night outside again … almost missed to post here
@HakManLP you’re very dedicated I would appreciate a 3/3 every Friday 
@anna834 sounds great, enjoy
@drounzer 
how was the birthday party ?
@justinkilmer heeeey yoooo-where are you? 
@StephLP18 sending strength 
- you know where you can find me if you feel like talking- right? Take care!
@lplove get a biiiig hug sometimes it’s just like this! Screaming is soooo relieving 
then…
Ot: browsing and relaxing
@LP13413 
good morning Andy, have a good day
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I’ll explain later… Just not in the right state of mind right now…
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Get a hug
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I do know that dear, an on Wednesday I have another counselors appointment
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You don’t have to explain. I’m guessing most people know, I’ve never heard that term negatively. Honestly, no need to explain and I hope you feel better soon!!!
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Hey! Just ended. Family birthday weekend. 
friends will come next weekend. My place is not big enough to invite all of them 
so I had to separate friends and family over more weekends 
But it was nice and sweet, i really enjoyed it. Watched some F1 together, very proud that Max Verstappen won! 
now relaxing and enjoy the evening… work tomorrow again. Back to reality
Much love family 
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I’m enjoying some ice cream after another exhilarating Sunday at work.
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6 my side
OT: going to the uni now
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Good morning family my mood today is a bit different than normally- looking over to the protests of the students in Hong Kong and how cruel the government is fighting them down and spreading lies about that the students are the aggressors- 
… if you follow the thread on twitter you know who’s lying… obviously german press is stating these wrong facts in my country - I feel ashamed 
… let’s pray for them soldiers
Ot: getting ready for my day
@LP13413 good goodnight Andy, have a restful night 
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Good morning to all of you🤗
Had a weird dream and now i woke up with a confusing,kind of bad feeling in my chest…do you know that? I’m kind of afraid of the day even though it’s a normal day:neutral_face:
so i’m reading lovely Texts here to get that feeling away:heartbeat:hope you had a better night:crescent_moon:
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I can’t say that I experience the hyper as something positive… It’s not only mentally but especially physically. In such a state I have the feeling that I can handle anything even sometimes a “superhuman” kinda feeling. My body is then overactive and every fiber in my body is tensed…
The hyper is not always followed by a mental low, but it is definitly every time followed by a physical low, where my body is corrupting itself. That can be in the form of pain, parts of my body that shuts down for a while (a kind of paralysis), organs that don’t fully function anymore and now the last time in the form of a heart attack.
It’s definitly not comparable with mental highs and lows… All the problems that I experience now are a result of the Guillain Barréé Syndrome that I have… For me it feels as if my body knows that it should have died 13 years ago (which it almost did back then). For about 8 years of those, the only problems that I experienced were nerve pains and the occasional total exhaustion. But since 5 years it’s attacking my organs, my veins, my nerves (in the form of irreversible paralysis, for instance, I have no feeling anymore in the most part of my lower left arm but pain if I try to use it)…
One of the specialists told me 2 years ago that my inner body has all the signs of an 80 year old. And they don’t expect that to change anymore. So basically, I’m fucked, whatever I do.
I’ve never been afraid of death, I see it as a part of life, something we all have to go through. But I am afraid of dying now, at the age of 52, while I still want to do so much. But anyhow, if I should arrive at that point, I’ll do anything I can to die at my terms. In Belgium we have legal euthanasia, so for me that will be the case when the time comes. Maybe some find this weird or creepy but I’ve always said that I wanted to experience my death at it’s fullest. Meaning, I want to be fully prepared and not go out “all of the sudden”. Hell no, I want to be fully aware of the moment it all ends…
These last years, I’ve been experiencing (is that a word?) the “me” as threefold, there the physical me, the mental me and then there’s something else (I guess religious people would call it the soul). And it’s this third “me” that I need to be in control when I die (I hope this makes any sense to you?) It’s the best way I can describe it…
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It might get boring, but
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bc of that wonderful and heartwarming feedback - So I’m gonna continue
Yeah, my oldschool, art and lyrics pictures - so maybe we find some other discussion on meaningfull lyrics 
@anna834: good for the kids, but the snow can stay in the north
OT: yeah, monday… coffee, coffee and more coffee:sweat_smile:
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Morning everyone!
Hoping you all had a great weekend! Mine was busy for the most part. Worked a bit Saturday and then had a game night with friends/family and yesterday we met with one of Brianna’s old friends from school and then went out to eat for my Dad’s birthday! I have not eaten that much in a long time Instant food coma! 
Between all the busyness I got to nerd out a bit and played on my Switch for a bit and got to watch some football. But sadly the weekends over and I didn’t get to relax as much as I wanted 
Thanks for caring! 
Should have popped in this weekend with whatever free time I had haha
I have been slacking quite a bit lately, better get my [spoiler]ass[/spoiler] in gear!
Hope all is well with you!!
and everyone else here!! I’m hoping all is going well!!
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Well today me and ma boys were preparing for tomorrow’s histology colloquium. We’ve literally missed every single lecture of today🤣
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Wow, wasn’t expecting that. Thank you for sharing. Apologies for what you went thru and have to go thru on a daily basis. Heart attack, def no good!
I’m very bad expressing myself with words and you opened yourself greatly and I don’t wanna ruin it. So I’ll just leave this… I hope you get to live the way you want to, as best as you can for as long as you can. And thank you again for sharing such intimate details.
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