Hell yeah.
If we keep going through all this stuff, we’ll be able to go through everything.
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With each other in our backs. Sure!
It really helps here!
I just have to do this tiny but huge step and reach out. Its always someone here and ready to fligh in.
Hey @framos1792 did I scare you off? 
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If I did it, you can do it. Things were a tiny bit better when I began to “talk”…sometimes it doesn’t help physically, but for sure it helps our minds
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I already did it.
So I know this feeling.
And I know I get helped.
The thing is, it didn’t make it easier the next time.
Maybe over time, this will come.
But right now 
The person under the pain attack is so not me, I can predict her, sure, it is me after all, but I can’t feel her.
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I haven’t set foot in a grocery store in well over a year.
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You must be very hungry 
For me it doesn’t get any easier. I always feel weird and like I’m too “needy” and out of place.
But it’s just our heads.
In those conditions it’s like living in another body…I can imagine…
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Yeah. Or someone else lives inside your body.
But things can change!!
I have this my whole live, fought it alone. Without even knowing that I’ve been to war. I was good in hiding, even befor mayself.
And since I’m here, so much has changed already!
I learned to call it pain attacks, I learned that escaping the pain is my main motivation for not want to be anymore.
Cause it is now written down, I can look at me under the pain attack and see, how far this is separated from the me right now. And I can see the danger in it, cause to make this a strange person, is loosing control over it in that moment. …
Oh, I get to long.
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It’s not too long at all, you’re just writing what it feels like. I guess that the whole LP family is familiar with mental health, for one reason or another. Being here helps even with that, you’re right, it’s kinda educational
And you’re right, looking at it from another perspective is useful and instructive. You learn to know yourself better.
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I think to see through to your own patterns is important.
I always praised myself as an open, not lying person.
And boy, do I discover strategies to do disguising without lying.
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Going to sleep good night guys
I hope you all have a wonderful night or day depending were you live
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… goodnight Steph @StephLP18 
rest well - I love you dear 
aaaand ofc GOOD MORNING 
european soldiers Summer strikes again here in south Germany - temperatures over 25*C yesterday… we went to the beergarden and enjoyed the bavarian beer-yesterday- a perfect end for the first week of work, life is quite friendly atm- I am thankful… 
@gabridc98 I am sure you get the score you need- you learned well, so try to not worry too much …
@evooba sending strength and I absolutely agree with Muse and their live performances… unfortunately they haven’t played somewhere nearby this time … too sad 
Get a biiig hug all you wonderful people and have a good Friday the 13th - Take it easy today
Ot: 
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@LP13413 maybe no concert but a lot of baseball matches- this counts as well don’t worry 
hope you can relax now soon and sleep well Andy 
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So I came home to a pile of vomit Thurman left on the rug.
Now I’m watching a Facebook Live video Shinedown posted tonight.
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Thurmy at his worst… hope it stops asap… stay strong 
See you typing @anna834 get a hug and have a nice day
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Good morning
Good night 
@Honey8 
This lovely little presents. Well deposited. And you didn’t take it barefoot, how disappointing 
That’s my plan you too! Happy weekend
Thank you! Hope you are fast asleep right now
@gabridc98 hope you feel a little better today! It will work out some way! I’m sure of it!
Sorry if I talked to much of my own issues. I am not good in finding the right pep talk, always feels like platitudes to me. And I don’t want to lecture anyone. So I stay with me, my experiences and hope we so can see each other.
And so I am so happy when batman flighs in! @framos1792 you always find this perfect fitting words. It is a gift!! I just teas a little about it, as you well know 
yeah, yeah. I see it, I need one again. And sure, I miss my vinyls, all in the basement.
Stay strong
Hope you had fun of course you had 
Wow!! 
what parents you have!
Sorry, I know, it’s probably never easy.
Yeayha! 
Good morning to you
Sounds awesome!!!
Yesterday morning I fell asleep again for a bit, and I dreamed of you and your farm
Let me explain
I am a very vivid, in construction real dreamer. And a few years back, my dreams really haunted me. Especially the good ones, cause they were big fat lays and awakening did hurt so much.
So I decided to not dream anymore.
And it worked, for quite some time, I stopped dreaming. Now, dreams come back, I think due to my new total honesty politics. And right now, I find it kind of funny.
But listen:
We all here were on your farm in the barn. It was such an old American wood barn, all cleant out. And there were a lot of old furniture, couches around a wooden box and lights and music.
A forum party and we had real fun. Most faces were a little blurry (Don’t no way that ) but we were all there.
I set beside someone and talked.
Suddenly the power went off and it was totally dark. First I thought nothing from it. But then there was a loud explosion. And a secend one.
And we all got really scared. Didn’t dare to move.
Then it was enough light, that we could see through the old wood that outside was running, shooting and fighting. We all crouched in panic. This feeling of total fear and panic was horrible!
Then, the barn door banged open. And two guys in different coulerd armour run in. But they totally ignored us, chasing each other.
And you, Justin, started to laugh really loud.
It was all a wedding prank from friends of yours!
That woke me up 
OT
All this music talk yesterday made me so edgy.
So I walked over to an old friend of mine and asked if he would accompany me to this assle punk concert on Saturday and he will
Great day to you all!!
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Nu Metal will live for ever! also Alternative Rock, Alternative Metal, Punk Rock, Hard Rock, Trash Metal and Heavy Metal 
So, I got some coffee and listening to the new Blink 182 album “Nine” - I really hope, that the complete album is better than just then just each song for his self. I need that “old Blink 182” back! 
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Wow, are you serious? 
I couldn’t stand that, my curiosity is stronger than me lol
Im always like
Good morning all 
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Good morning
You laugh about that?
It’s Gwyneth Paltrow head!
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So we can call it SUPRISEE! 
Ok I will stop 
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I think Brad knows it already
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