Just decided to start work an hour later today. Sheep will not notice, they didn’t no nothing about switch to daylight saving time.
One hour for me with hot tea. 
A beautiful Sunday to all of you! 
Strength to @anomalia and @birdy1989 and all who need force.
Goodmorning everyone. Hoping to have a better day than yesterday. Yesterday wasn’t that bad, but I aim to do better slightly every day
@anomalia and @StephLP18 how are you doing, you’re awefully quiet in here lately. I know that when I’m not responding in here I’m either busy or “hiding”. Give us an update on how you’re doing, okay? Take care of yourself 
OT: going to get dressed and go to a friends place. Going to help her clean out her house (she collects loads of stuff and we really need to organize that shit 
)
@birdy1989 Thx for asking. Still deep inside my head. Not talking about what is going on 'cause probably I would be given advice. And advice is what gets on my nerves these days as in fact I know what I should do and it’s easy to do for any other person but me. Advice makes me feel I’m silly, immature and the stuff like that. So as a result I’m thinking more and getting worried more.
@anomalia
Today many guise their judging of you in a form of giving you advice.
they say “A” but not only do they think of “B” in their heads (which you can probably pick up)
but they are also doing it so “C” can be accomplished.
C is not A. It’s close…yet really far!
Pretending to care so as to claim they did (or anything similar) is far from helping you and is in fact pushing you away from them more.
which is what i read above and i find your response to it absolutely healthy! (with sincerity, disgust but not hate)
people’s self centered motives and apathy towards others are on a disgusting high these days!
But we’ll pull through like a fam!
Getting ready to do a morning work out. Then get ready to go to work . Last day yea im off tomorrow
Playing some Forza Horizon 4, then Payday 2 
Good morning all!
@anomalia sending strength your way, I understand what you mean when you say advice makes you feel childish, I’m the same. But we are here for you and all believe in you 
Same goes for you @birdy1989! I’m happy to hear that things are getting better! Even if it’s small steps, it’s still progress!
@anna834 good to relax a bit especially on a Sunday Haha. Hope the tea was great!
Ot: making myself a cup of coffee and going to play some Horizon Zero Dawn 
@anomalia I totally get that… My psychologist told me once “just keep in mind they just try to help”. Most people don’t know how to help and they start saying things that aren’t helpful at all 
so I get it. Just know we are here for you if you want to get outside of your own head and talk to us about whats on your mind we all have our own “issues”, but keeping them inside will consume you. I hope you have at least one person you can talk to about it… 
@justinkilmer thanks every day is different. I was really in the bottom last week. So I’m taking one day at the time and I try to make every day a little better than the day before. Tho that doesn’t always work out that way 
Makes me think of:
I’ve been to the bottom now
And I may go back again
Even if I could turn back time
There are things out of our hands
( 
thank you, Mike, for bringing what’s going on in (some of) our minds into words )
I can so relate to that!
We spell our beens, just so someone listen and see us. Instead we get advice.
It seems a human nature thing. Always seems easer to live other peoples Life.
I try hard to not do that, listen to other people and try to relate. And always stay with my own experience, never generalise them to others.
Not for nothing advice means in German Ratschlag, truly translated councelblow. 
But please do not let that stop you from getting sympathy here! 
@birdy1989
So much faster than me 
Good comments! Stay strong!
Strength to @hilaryfol
@StephLP18 hope everything is okay!
@justinkilmer thank you! Great black tea. Got me going. Nice Sunday to you.
OT
Finally end of work day! Just tired. Relaxing and watching true blood
Exactly!
What does help is this:
Whenever I just need someone to listen to me, I tell my husband I need someone to speak my mind to, but that I don’t expect him to reply to it, “just listen, nothing more”. That helps sooooo much he will just sit there, nod sometimes or says “okay”. And when I’m done I ask for a hug, and it’s done
He does feel totally uncomfortable sometimes, but I just ignore that
But way better, than any stumbling, concerned advice
Playing board games
Happy mothers day
Finally relaxing after work. Too tired to even make dinner, will just have a cup of tea and head off to bed.
Good morning family …
Hope everyone had some sunny hours on the weekend?!! Enjoying the nature is just charging 
Have a good Monday guys and don’t forget- today is April fools day … 
Sending strength to @anomalia… I can feel you. @anna834 stay strong - take care of yourself soldiers and step by step everything will work out
Ot: & 
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Good goodnight @LP13413 - sleep well and have a smooth Monday
Thank you! You have a great day too!
On topic, binge-watching YouTube videos.
Thank you
@StephLP18 good to hear from you! Take time to relax too
@evooba hope you had a good rest last night. Eat well today, you need to take good care of yourself
@LP13413 good night
@theearlywalker have a good monday yourself
OT: getting ready for work.
@theearlywalker
Thank you!
I admire you! Being there for everyone!
@StephLP18
Good to hear from you. Hopefully busy in a good way.
To you all:
Good morning and a good start in a new week!
Finally April! Winter is over!
Spring is coming, best time of the year!
OT
In the restroom, writing here, listen to the morning show of birds and getting ready. Sheep are waiting