Flipping between the news and South Park.
Happy birthday, @justinkilmer!
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Thanks! 
@Honey8 wanted to give this message
To all of you guys here
I’ll be back very soon
my exams went well
i miss everyone badly like hell
And i am gonna come
Very soon to spell
All the love that i
Used to do again
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Yaaaaay!! 
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Wow that’s awesome! I’m thinking about going to the Amsterdam show. Btw, I saw he retweeted you!
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Back from work, surprisingly it was a good day 
Exciting things! I bought my tickets for grandson 
@rickvanmeijel yes, I saw!! And you should totally go!
Now, preparing to cook dinner and make sure I have everything I need for tomorrow. It’s time for the coffee festival!!
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Me and Katie are going to see him too!! Cant wait!
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@theearlywalker @anomalia thank you for your concern 
I’m okay. Had a rough weekend. Had a rough Saturday night which made sure I had active suicide ideation for the first time of my life and that scared the crap out of me. Called suicide prevention and he calmed me down. Had an appointment with my psychologist tonight. He said that I don’t need to worry, cause I don’t want to die. So that assured me 
he just said this is the worst depression that ever haunted me, so it’s common to have those thoughts. It got worse this weekend, probably because of Saturday night.
Anyway, I’m not going to give up 
I’m going to win the battle, I’m a fighter thanks again for checking in with me I do read the posts once a day, but didn’t really felt like talking. At this point I feel like a burden. One of the things my psychologist and I are going to work on. Wanted to see what you all were doing today going to bed now, good night everyone
@anomalia please take care of yourself 
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So glad to hear you’re doing okay!
I’m with @anna834 not a burden at all we’re all family here! 
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With @anna834 and @justinkilmer !
@birdy1989 you’re not a burden at all! You’re part of our big family and we love every member of it!
Yeah,keep fighting! You know we fight with you!! 
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Stay strong Birdy, you can do this
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Good morning guys 
@birdy1989 thanx for showing up- sending you strength It’s a hard time you’re going through- get a big hug and only reading the last posts here makes me feel the love from the family hope you feel this too
@anomalia stay strong - hope you’re better soon
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Good goodnight 
@LP13413 - hope you had an easy shift… and that worm isn’t on “holiday” again…
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Thank you all for this makes my morning start really positive
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So glad to hear you have an appointment and got the help you need. Sending you so much strength. Like everyone said, we’re here if you need us
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I’m having a pretty good day the best in a week (last week Thursday was the best of this year so far )
Taking a walk outside. It’s cloudy and a little chilly, but I need to do this if I want to win this battle and the parks are always nice to walk through.
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