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#1627

Thanx for your honest words dear @OneMoreLight2017 and a big :hugs: and a warm welcome back dear. We all know what you’re talking about, and I am really sorry that you have to walk the dark road - but that you had the power to write your post above shows already you once again won against the deamons in your head

Thanx to wonderful @AJ_7 :hugs: and your boyfriend that they were there to give you the support you needed. I am happy that you are back here now and sending you strength :muscle:t2:… hold on and be proud of yourself- you are a wonderful person, always nice and supportive- loving and kind. I am happy you are back in our middle, and whatever it is, I’m always just a WA msg away :hugs::yellow_heart:

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#1628

Sad to hear that dear! But happy because you’re back!! Focus on your new job and on the new things to come. Eventhough you feel weak sometimes you have to find happiness and joy in the little things. When my aunt passed away 3 months ago I changed my mind. And everyday I try to make it better more than the last. I send you strength and love to do the same and we are here for you of course!! :sparkling_heart::sparkling_heart::sun_with_face::sun_with_face::hibiscus::hibiscus::hugs::hugs::hugs:

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#1629

Happy to hear from you @OneMoreLight2017, glad you found a new job! Don’t mind those grumbly fascists, they’re in every company to make your journey a little spicy, just focus on your work :slight_smile: And I hope things are going better for you, sending big hugs :hugs: and a few funny cheer up photos :slight_smile:

Glad your mother is getting better, @framos1792, fingers crossed for her next check! :hugs:

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#1630

Thank you! :slightly_smiling_face:
:sweat_smile: she’s got super cute cheeks! :sweat_smile:
She reminds me of the baby from ice age :sweat_smile:
Has she been doing better with hiccups?

How are you holding up?? :confused: any better with the emotions you were having? =]
I assume she woke you up right now? :slight_smile:

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#1631

Sooooo cuuuteeee!!! Beautiful!! :heart_eyes: :heart_eyes: :sun_with_face: :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

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#1632

I´m so happy to hear this @framos1792 ! That are amazing news!!! From the bottom of my heart I hope this good progress will stay at least and that she will be healed one day! :pray:

Thank you so much @theearlywalker , you are such a sweet person too! I´m so happy that I will meet you in Paris and Cologne next month :hugs: :heart_eyes:

Thank you @ashesoftime ! I really try to focus on what´s important, but sometimes these little things don´t stay that long… But you are so right! I´m so happy and glad, that you find new hope and confidence since your loss. Losing a family member or friend is the worst.:broken_heart: Chester would be so proud of you, that you try to make it better every day :kissing_heart:

She is sooooo cute! I´m sure you make a thousands of pictures of her because you want to keep every little moment safed forever :blush: I would do this :grinning:

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#1633

Exactly! :smiley:

Yes, we learned so much during the last two weeks, it’s getting better every day :slight_smile:

It’s getting better, but it’s still there. I try not to think about it.

Yeah, but she sleeps well at night compared to other babies. She wakes up once or twice, usually at 3AM and then 6am. Today she sleeped super long, I got some good sleep for 8 hours! :slight_smile: Helped so much because I was so exhausted yesterday that I just fell into bed.

Yes I try to, the album on Google Photos has already about 160 pictures :laughing:

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#1634

Awwww, thanx my dear @OneMoreLight2017 and I am happy you feel better and looking sooo forward to meet you there :tada::sunny::beers: :hugs: and to see Mike … :man_dancing: 👯‍♀ :heart_eyes: - it’ll be epic… and it will fill us up with all the enery and the positive power thst he is spreading… stay strong my dear and always be aware: you are not alone and the family always has your back, no matter what :yellow_heart: :sunny: :hugs: :kissing_heart:

@mish3lka I am in love :heart_eyes:- she is a very pretty beautiful baby - good work - grats to you both, hope you have a good time, and don’t worry if not everything is going smooth these first weeks, it’s absolutely normal- your completely life changed- I remember I was the happiest person in the whole workd when I reached out to take a bath and had at least 30 mins on my own :sweat_smile:- so from that experience I send you biiig hugs :hugs: and all the strength :muscle:t2: You need rn- just trust your intuition- it will always lead you to the right :blush: because fortunately we have it all indide- happy days mommy :sunny: :hugs: and kiss her on her cuuutie lil big bright shining cheeks :kissing_heart:

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#1635

Yep, it’s exactly like that! :laughing:

Thanks dear friend :hugs:

Yes I was surprised how effectively that works! I was always afraid that I will be a bad mom because I never had any excessive relation to kids, I never wanted any before I decided at my 32.
But with her, many times I just know what to do and intuitively know what she wants. I manage somehow to be good at it and I don’t even have to try so hard :slight_smile: It’s a good feeling :slight_smile:

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#1637

@rorybourdon, we are always here for you. If you ever need to speak to us, we will listen. Sending love and hugs from the UK. :heart::heart::heart::heart:

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#1638

That sounds so positive! I’m so glad you able to see those little lights in your life, that means you’re on a good way! And it’s great you’re okay and managed to find people who care about you :heart: May this get just better and better! :hugs:

And don’t forget a little smile every day :slight_smile:
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#1639

That look!that smile!!! :heart_eyes: :heart_eyes: :heart_eyes:

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#1640

So adorable!

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#1641

This is too cute to hear! :heart_eyes: [quote=“theearlywalker, post:1591, topic:34476”]
Watch your ribs sis, and I loooove this metaphor
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Yea exactly i agree! @NickGr used to say… ribs hurting :wink::wink: haha

:heart_eyes::heart_eyes::heart_eyes::heart_eyes::heart_eyes::heart_eyes::heart_eyes: awwwwiieeeeee??? Thats is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen i mean her eyessss!!! Sooo small hands!!! (Was i ever so small lol :laughing::laughing:) :heart::heart::heart::two_hearts::two_hearts:

@OneMoreLight2017 we missed to toooo mucj as welll!!! :heart_eyes::kissing_heart::hugs::hugs::hugs: Stay strong and lots of hugs to you!! You are given this life cause you are strong enough to live happily!!! :heart::two_hearts: that’s great meeting Mike! :smiley:

@rorybourdon hugs to you dear!!! Stayyy strong! Suicide is never an option! There surely will be a way just don’t you damn give up okay!!! I k things are hard but trust that they’ll settle down soon! :heart::heart::hugs::hugs::two_hearts::two_hearts:

Killing smile! :heart_eyes::heart_eyes:too adorable!

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#1642

I´m glad that you are still here with us and share your thoughts and feelings @rorybourdon ! I feel you in so many ways. One day at a time. I hope you find soon a job that will give you positive energy and a chef and colleagues, who will appreciate you and your work.

It is the heaviest thing to step out of the comfort zone. Of course,the possibility to fail is big, but living the same life, which make you sick is the bigger mistake. You can do this! Sometimes a change can help a lot.

Thank you @Honey8 you are too sweet! :heart:

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#1643

Ãlwåyß Welcome dear… :blush::blush: anytime!!

#1645

The cutest baby! :sparkling_heart::sparkling_heart::sun_with_face::sun_with_face:

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#1646

Hey guys! Today’s a big day for me! I just got the last vinyl in my LP collection, Meteora! For a long time I couldn’t get it anywhere but now I finally managed to order it from Amazon and it came today :slight_smile:

It’s such a high quality molding, one can hear every single sound, every instrument. After all those years I still can’t stop wondering how genius this album is. The lyrics, the variety of sounds, Chester’s perfect vocals… It will never stop amazing me.

And Easier to Run, From the Inside and Numb got me thinking again about those harsh times when I didn’t know what to do, thought about suicide and Meteora was saving me every single day. Such powerful lyrics and so much suffering in it. It seems so long ago, my life changed so much since then, I’m stable, happy. But I’ll never forget :slight_smile:

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#1647

happy for you @mish3lka - so happy everything went in a good direction- I guess we all find ourselfs back in these lyrics- and look at lil cutie Laura- she is the proof that the bad times are over - sendig big bonecrusher to you both :hugs:

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#1648

So soon I might be saying goodbye to this world.
I just got letter inviting me to the disciplinary meeting for gross misconduct. The reasons are all lies and I don’t know how to actually get myself out of the trouble.
I have no money and losing job after 2 years will be a nightmare. I literally have 10 pounds on my account. No savings. I will have nowhere to go.
So there. On Monday I will find out my fate and I don’t think i will survive this. I am mentally drained and I just want to die. Just right now. I hate my life and I hate the fact that I didn’t leave this job sooner. But now it’s too late and I might be gone from this place and from this life
I can’t stand it anymore. I just can’t. I’m a failure
Stupid walking waste of space and nobody. I hate myself and this life. Time to go.