I am so happy for you And take a bone crusher hug 
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Eh? What? 0_o Is that a term that I haven’t heard for something innocent?
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lmao
Bone crusher hug as in a bear hug
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Pat was the one that started that
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Nooooope- this honor goes straight to my lil bro @NickGr, and he announces them always with: Watch your ribs sis, and I loooove this metaphor 
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To me a bone crusher is a torture tool of some kind.
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@mish3lka if I can get @georkost (
) or @rorybourdon to teach me how to knit, then my first project will be to make these for little soldier 
Or you 
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Great to hear this, I wish you two all the very best! 
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Awww!happy for you and thanks for sharing with us!
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Awe! So cute. Cherish these moments. I hope the hiccups get better.
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Last photo in the hospital, she sleeps like me:
We’re taking her home:
When she eats, she makes these tiny little fists or holds her head like it was the most massive work ever :
This is how she looks when she can’t burp or hicks up. The look on her face is heartbreaking:
Here she sleeps with her tiny giraffe friend:
And one more photo of the little package
I put her into this wrap so she wouldn’t scratch her face with those little hands and nails. But I just miss them too much! Her waving them around and sleeping with them like me But she sleeps well in that wrap so I have to hold on 
Oh and I forgot to write a VERY important thing!!! She loves One More Light!!! 
And also my favourite Pink Floyd Like mother&father, like daughter 
About me, maybe some less good news unfortunately, sorry to spoil the joy. I am sometimes too tired to even sleep but what the hell, it’s worth it. What’s worse, I found out that I have some serious trauma from that section. I never want to live through something like that ever again. I was conscious the whole time and it just felt like I’m an animal that’s being gutted. Worst experience of my life. I wanted to do it for her only with local anesthesia so she would be healthy and OK. But on that table, I was thinking “What am I doing here??” the whole time.
I definitely know it was worth it but I found myself thinking that I just don’t want another baby anymore, it’s too scary and I feel old for having it. It’s a massive internal battle in me because at the same time I do want another child and what’s more important, I know my husband wants it too. But I can’t help myself. Every time anyone mentions section or anything related, I burst into tears and can’t stop. I just feel so guilty. I should be able to fight this but I’m not. I feel like my joy of having Laura is spoiled by that experience.
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Aw shucks… if that isn’t a cute baby…you can just feel the pride and joy in your writing and descriptions 
may she get better with the hiccups and may she have a happy, beautiful, prosperous and long life besides her mom and Dad
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I‘m speechless- it’s a pure wonder soooo cuuuute - kiss her on these lil cutie cheaks 
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Awwwww!!soooo cuteeee!! so beautiful!!! I’m so happy for you!! 
Hope the burp problem is just temporary…
And…the flowering cover is awesome! as the lil giraffe!
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@mish3lka u have a beautiful baby girl!!! So cuute!!! 
thank you for share this moments with us. We are proud of this mom! 
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She’s sooo pretty!!! And I love the flowers blanket! 
And don’t feel guilty, you can be sooo proud to success having a beautiful child. Enjoy the moment you’re living for now, and maybe the time will change your thougths you have about a potential second child.
No rush, appreciate your time with her and you’ll see.
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She is super cute! I lov the blanket. Seems just perfect. I hope you are feeling better after the birth?
I am still fangirling over meeting Mike. I just can’t believe it! We hugged, he looked at my tattoo and he smiled and touched it with his finger for few seconds. This was the biggest fangirl moment. And he is so nice. I am just like omg, I was literally coming home and skipping and smiling. Nothing will destroy my happy mood! This is the best birthday present ever. Nothing will beat someone asking me to be their plus one to meet Mike Shinoda. I am gushing, I am just so excited and happy! I just love to live just for moments like this. I am so so so happy!
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Physically, I’m feeling much much better. But my dark side gets me sometimes. I think it will pass.
Thanks, I crochet-made the blanket before the birth. Maybe later I add some flowers to make it bigger It will grow with Laura
Wow, you met Mike! I am so happy for you!! Just fangirl how much you want, it’s no shame I see it’s making you super happy, that’s the most important thing
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