numb - it’s quite dark and cold but yes i do relate with it… i had similiar feelings in past too lost and dark … Felt i myself didn’t knew myself… forget the question of world…, 
Now
And that’s just one of my favorite lines… 
Oohh my! I am savinh this one please i really liked it…i feel the soothing tune in it along with sweet flavour of inspiration
This song is a bit longer than a usual one. Was trying to do like Avenged Sevenfold with the length.
Pain
So here we are again, back to the same place
Where everyday I suffer and only feel more pain
People must think I love the feeling of this
But the pain is so enticing just like a kiss
And I’m the only one who can stop my pain
But why does it feel impossible to change
I’m constantly getting knocked down
Only to sink further into the ground
Life puts us all through hell
And makes us think that none of us are well
It tries to tell us how to feel
Cause it doesn’t want us to know what’s real
We all have the choice to make up our mind
We can either hate, or be loving and kind
No matter what, you’ll still be in pain
But that doesn’t mean that your efforts are in vain
Keep fighting while you’re still alive
Cause in this life, what matters is how you survive
I’m so sick of feeling this way
Trapped in a world with nothing but hate
As my heart shatters to pieces
It’s only a matter of time before I stop breathing
Tell me why life hurts so much
And why I always ruin everything I touch
Can I just make it through a day
Where I don’t have to feel any pain
I just want to be free
But life keeps it’s chains wrapped around me
I can’t escape it’s grasp
And it feels like the pain will never come to pass
I’m trapped in hell and I can’t escape
The only way out is to fight and be brave
But the more I fight, the more I bleed
And it’s like this life is slowly killing me
Life puts us all through hell
And makes us think that none of us are well
It tries to tell us how to feel
Cause it doesn’t want us to know what’s real
We all have the choice to make up our mind
We can either hate, or be loving and kind
No matter what, you’ll still be in pain
But that doesn’t mean that your efforts are in vain
Keep fighting while you’re still alive
Cause in this life, what matters is how you survive
Will this ever end?
I think it may last forever
I’m slowly decaying
With no sign of getting better
I’m bleeding more each day
And sooner or later I will fade away
But until then I must face the pain
Cause pain is crucial if you want to change
Life puts us all through hell
And makes us think that none of us are well
It tries to tell us how to feel
Cause it doesn’t want us to know what’s real
We all have the choice to make up our mind
We can either hate, or be loving and kind
No matter what, you’ll still be in pain
But that doesn’t mean that your efforts are in vain
Keep fighting while you’re still alive
Cause in this life, what matters is how you survive
This is super true!! I mean literally the either way worlds gonna hurt you… be anything… there’s always going to be pain… i can so much connect to that line can’t tell you lol❤️
Beautifully written! I love how you express everything in perfect rhymes!
This is a collaboration between me and @StephLP18 We decided to write a song based on depression/suicide, how someone may feel while in a depressed state, but giving that hope that there is a way out at the same time.
You feel hopeless and dark
Your insides are ripping you apart
Another day another battle to live
And it’s taking all I can give
But you don’t have to face it alone
I know It’s hurting you to the bone
But you don’t have to face it alone
Someone will be there to listen
Someone will be there to care
No matter what someone is always there
Looking back many years ago
Where I started to let myself go
It’s not too late to get your life back
You can still get yourself back on track
But you don’t have to face it alone
I know It’s hurting you to the bone
But you don’t have to face it alone
Someone will be there to listen
Someone will be there to care
No matter what someone is always there
A new day is a new beginning
Stop making excuses
Saying you’re useless
This is not who you are
I know it’s not easy, it’s the hardest thing to do
But you’re strong, and no one can do this except you
With a heart that’s as big as an ocean
Just be yourself, you don’t need a secret love potion
Someone will love you for who you are
Cause deep inside, you have a beautiful heart
But you don’t have to face it alone
I know It’s hurting you to the bone
But you don’t have to face it alone
Someone will be there to listen
Someone will be there to care
No matter what someone is always there
Finally i came here to read 
About the song it’s real very nice! I loved the main part of it rhat rhymes so well!! 
I’d suggest you to have more collaborated projects loved this one! Great work @chigokurosaki and @StephLP18 ! 
This is a life where we are pain ya hell. amazing line very good 
but one thing I’ll tell you Live every moment don’t think about what comes in life flow it your pain becoz it the end there will be only happiness so wait for that day will be come soon in your life ok just remember one thing be happy always ok and ha live every happy moments with your families and friends you’ll be definitely happy fun & enjoy 
Nice work @chigokurosaki:blush:
The collaboration on the last song with @chigokurosaki was great, we made a great team and should do it again soon
It’s been awhile since I’ve released anything here, but here’s another finished song for now.
Alone
Trapped in a world with nowhere left to run
Like staring down the barrel of a 45 caliber gun
No one seems to care as the world falls apart
Everyone is evil with only darkness in their hearts
Will this world ever change
Or will it still remain the same
Will we all keep falling away
Or will we get back up before it’s too late
Lost inside the darkest part of me
I can’t seem to escape all this misery
Can anyone save me from myself
Cause I’m tired of living in this hell
All alone with everyone around
Like something that’s lost and never found
I guess no one will ever know
What it’s like to be all alone
The only way is to fight
But it feels like no one will ever be alright
Everyone has their own path
But most people toss their chance in the trash
What’s the point of trying, when it all ends the same
With all of us stuck playing the same damn game
Unable to break free from the pain that’s breaking me
While I continue to lose sight of all that I’ve seen
It’s a never ending war that kills me everyday
And it won’t stop until I fade away
Lost inside the darkest part of me
I can’t seem to escape all this misery
Can anyone save me from myself
Cause I’m tired of living in this hell
All alone with everyone around
Like something that’s lost and never found
I guess no one will ever know
What it’s like to be all alone
(Instrumental sounds in replace of the bridge)
Lost inside the darkest part of me
I can’t seem to escape all this misery
Can anyone save me from myself
Cause I’m tired of living in this hell
All alone with everyone around
Like something that’s lost and never found
I guess no one will ever know
What it’s like to be all alone
All alone…
again a hard one.
Feels frustrating, no light in sight 
Really dark one- feels like a poem… what is the music for this song supposed to sound like? For me it sounds like something unplugged - accustical raw sound…
However- two questions in my head: is this an actual one? When did you write it? And - how are you doing Charles? @chigokurosaki 
Not really sure, as I have no way to make sounds, lol. I’m only able to write what I feel at this point in time.
Sounds nice actually
I haven’t really done much writing at all this year as I’ve been busy with things, that’s why it took so long to complete this song. I believe I started writing this one last December or so. I’ve got a couple other unfinished songs from last year as well, and I’m looking to finish them too.
I’m doing alright atm. Just started at a new job this week, and am enjoying things so far. How have you been Pat? 
I’d also like to state that the words I write have a lot more purpose and meaning than meets the eye. It may seem like I’m merely writing based on my depressed state of mind, or that I’m only seeing the worst in things, but that’s not the case at all. Writing is just one form of helping yourself find yourself, if you know what I mean. It’s all about helping those who feel and see as you do, and having that special connection with those people, while trying to shine some light not only for them, but yourself as well.
Busy and rough times over here- finally my divorce is taking officially part and that cuts open a lot again- hope it’ll be ended by court pretty soon- such an open case sucks energy ALOT 
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The rest of my life runs really good- after I finished the education now finally 3 mth ago I’m working with kids now the way I always wanted to. Feels good- although with my daughter- she (we) had a rough year together- puberty vise - and she calms a bit rn
Happy to hear you’re ok! Stay strong
Wishing all the best for you and your daughter. And congrats on the diploma. 
Happy for you that you get to live your dream.
Thank you more of a second step on the road to dreamland 
good luck 
with the new job 
you expressed the feelings so well, its beautiful piece of writing… too deep