Spinning like a whirlwind, nothing to land on
Came so far never thought it’d be done now
'Cause I’m tired of the fear that I can’t control this
I’m tired of feeling like every next step’s hopeless
[Hey! I’m ok, how bout you @lpfan61? :D]
I know it’s not alright so I’m breaking the habit tonight…
(Many days without being able to talk with you… here’s a big hug aaand me just fine! )
Excuse me while I kiss the sky
Sing a song of sixpence, pocket full of lies
[Just crazy days here but it’s all good. Work-work and busy-busy. Aww, thanks for the hug that’s so nice. Here’s a hug back ]
I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your pride
Suffer all alone in your misery
(Not dedicated to you of course…
Yeah, know that feeling of not can do what you want… )
Thinking I’m okay, but they’re saying otherwise
Tell me how I look but can’t look me in the eyes
[LOL I understand yeah, poop like that happens sometimes. Wish we could just flush it away like in a big toilet.]
Pointing fingers at villains but I’m the villain myself
It’s easier to run replacing this pain with something numb…
(Yeah!lool! )
Then I change my mind up and make them lose track
Shit I’m inconsistent I thought they knew that
[ loool ]
Watching as I say this and then I do that
Telling them the old words but in a new rap
Then I change my mind up and make them lose track
Shit I’m inconsistent I thought they knew that
Maybe I should be more grateful
That I had to watch it all come undone
Holding so tight to the edge is painful
But I can’t ignore it I know
What is it you want me to tell you
I am not the failure
I would rather live and let be
But you came with the right kind of threat to
Push me to let you
Know you can’t intimidate me
Shut up when I’m talking to you!
No regret for the confidence betrayed
No more hiding in shadow
'Cause I won’t wait for the debt to be repaid
Time has come for you
Snakes in the grass supplying the venom
They’re watching as I fall, to somewhere down below
But maybe I’m just falling, to get somewhere they won’t
We were texting we were calling we were checking in
We said we ought to play a show in honor of our friend
Excuse me while I sympathize
Singing with the fat lady tell me what’s the time