(without a sense of confidence and I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure
I’ve never been perfect but neither have you
Why is everything so heavy
Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beatings
I’ve shared what I’ve made
I am strong on the surface
Not all the though
(Everything has to end
You’ll soon find we’re out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
You woke the devil that I thought you’d left behind
You kiss away all of my pain!
You wash away these bloody stains
You are to blame my suffering
(My, my, my suffering)
And I fall
Into the ocean
Inside of your arms
Taking me deeper where all the pain goes
My happy ending exists only in my dreams!
I don’t know what to take
Thought I was focused but I’m scared
I’m not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
This is ten percent luck
Twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure,
Fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I’m becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I’ve become so numb
What the hell are you waiting for
So for one last time, people, make some noise
Turn my mic up louder i got to say something
Light weight stepping inside when they come in…
Nothing is forever, don’t be mad at the design
I ain’t going nowhere
Not if you won’t be there
Well thank you genius, you think it’ll be a challenge
Only my life’s work hanging in the fucking balance
I don’t wanna know the end
All I want is a place to start
My body aches heads spinning this is all wrong
I almost lost it in middle of a couple songs