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Angry
I’m not angry or maybe I am
I try to zone it in whenever I can
But it’s not easy, it sometimes it has a tight grip
Becareful around me because who knows when I’m gonna flip
I don’t like my aggression
And some say that it’s a lesson in compression that’s in session
What the hell do they know?
I bottled it up so tight, it sometimes has nowhere to go
It can only go one way, and it will explode
Once I go into my angry mode
Sometimes I don’t mean to
I can’t always stop my anger towards you
Just know that I don’t want it anymore
I know I have said it all before
I am not angry, although I should be
Just look at the way you always treat me
You make me feel so insufficient
And sometimes a little nonexistent
That brings out the worst of me to the surface
I don’t think I will ever learn this
I always return to you and my anger boils again
The warning signs are hidden there in my pain
No, it’s not fair on you, but you’re always in the firing line
No matter how much I smile, I can’t pretend any more that things are fine
Sometimes I don’t mean to
I can’t always stop my anger towards you
Just know that I don’t want it anymore
I know I have said it all before
I have only myself to blame
It controls me more then I control it
My anger is my worse enemy
And I no longer want it
Circles
I have walked a million miles it seems
But I’m never a step closer to my dreams
I sit and look, just to see time pass
Watching the sands flow through the hourglass
I am writting a never-ending story
Chapter after chapter of never finding glory
When I begin there seems to be no end
And all these choices I can’t defend
And around and around we go
Spinning in circles for eternity
Never knowing where it ends or where it begins
Forever going round in circles
I have made mistakes all the time, so it seems
But I don’t learn from anything
I wait and see, watching time fly past me rapidly
Looking at the seconds tick by impaitently
I draw a never-ending picture, add more as I go
What is it I am drawing, I do not know
All I know is the beginning meets the end
All the wrong choices catch me in decent
And around and around we go
Spinning in circles for eternity
Never knowing where it ends or where it begins
Forever going round in circles
It doesn’t matter which way I go
It all ends up the same
How will I know when it ends?
Why can’t it go another way?
And around and around we go
Spinning in circles for eternity
Never knowing where it ends or where it begins
Forever going round in circles
Dust Yourself Off
Fallen, defeated, crushed and beaten
Disgraced, for cheating, can’t stop the bleeding
Battered and bruised, shocked and confused
The fight, it happened, someone had to lose
Don’t just sit there crying
Take it like a champ
What don’t kill you will make you stronger
Just roll with the punches
Wounds heal, scars fade away
It’s okay to fall
Just pick yourself up, dust yourself off and go at it again
Punched, kicked, hurt and defeated
Replaced, for losing, and refusing
Broken and prideless, destroyed and confused
The fight, it happened, someone had to loss
Don’t just sit there crying
Take it like a champ
Don’t lay there moaning
No-one gives a crap
What don’t kill you will make you stronger
Just roll with the punches
Wounds heal, scars fade away
It’s okay to fall
Just pick yourself up, dust yourself off and go at it again
It might not be easy to get back up
And it might be easier to stay down
But you won’t know what you can do
Unless you pick yourself up from the ground
Don’t just sit there crying
Take it like a champ
Don’t lay there complain
No-one gives a crap
What don’t kill you will make you stronger
Just roll with the punches
Wounds heal, scars fade away
It’s okay to fall
Just pick yourself up, dust yourself off and go at it again
End of the World
What if there was only fives minutes 'til the end of world
Tell me what you’d do?
I would spend every second holding on to someone close
Maybe someone like you
What if you knew that the end of the world was coming soon
Tell me what you’d do?
I would want to make sure that I was with someone who cared for me
Would you want to too?
Because one day
They will say
It is coming
Decending fast
Our lives flash
Before our eyes
And we know
We can’t run
From the end of the world
What if the end of the world was real and it was coming
What would you do?
I’d gather everyone that I cared about just for one last drink
That’s what I would do!
Because one day
They will say
It is coming
Decending fast
Our lives flash
Before our eyes
And we know
We can’t run
From the end of the world
Look, here comes, very fast, no escape
This it, brace yourself, cannot hide, from this fate
Runaway, no you can’t, you can try
It will end, the same way, say goodbye
Because one day
They will say
It is coming
Decending fast
Our lives flash
Before our eyes
And we know
We can’t run
From the end of the world
I Don't Need You
I don’t want richies, I don’t need fame
I don’t need a plan to play this game
I don’t care, I don’t give a fuck
I don’t ever want to hear that I should give up
I don’t want sympathy, I don’t need pity
I don’t want people to pretend that they get me
I don’t have the patience, I don’t have the time
I don’t need to entertain those who wants what’s mine
Get it through your fucking head
I don’t need you, I don’t want you
How many times do I need to say?
I can do this without you!
You need to understand
I don’t want you, I don’t need you
How many more times must it be said
I can do this without you
I don’t believe in miracles, I don’t need faith
I don’t rely on luck or much else these days
I don’t feel anger, I don’t feel fear
I don’t have anything left to believe
I don’t have money, I don’t have friends
I don’t need people to pretend
I don’t want liars, i don’t want cheats
I don’t want to be told to go down with defeat
I don’t have the patience, I don’t have the time
I don’t need to entertain those who wants what’s mine
Get it through your fucking head
I don’t need you, I don’t want you
How many times do I need to say?
I can do this without you!
You need to understand
I don’t want you, I don’t need you
How many more times must it be said
I can do this without you
I Remember
I remember the regret that came with my choices
And the mistakes I made in the past
I remember listening to the inner voices
And that didn’t really last
I remember trying to be someone else
And hiding behind a mask
I remember lying to myself
And knowing when not to ask
I remember a time before I became an adult
Thinking it would be better as a result
I remember also saying I would do it differently
But I am really repeating the same thing secretly
I think back then, as a kid, I had it made
I didn’t have any bills to pay
I had clothes bought and food cooked for me
When I think about that’s when I felt most free
I remember the regret that came with my choices
And the mistakes I made in the past
I remember listening to the inner voices
And that didn’t really last
I remember trying to be someone else
And hiding behind a mask
I remember lying to myself
And knowing when not to ask
I remember a time before I had any responsibility
Just before I had been hit by reality
I remember that I used to party every week
Used to get really drunk until I slur the words I speak
I think back when life seemed a little less complicated
Feeling that I could take on the world, being under estimated
I had friends that got the way I was
And now I am alone and feel lost
I remember the regret that came with my choices
And the mistakes I made in the past
I remember listening to the inner voices
And that didn’t really last
I remember trying to be someone else
And hiding behind a mask
I remember lying to myself
And knowing when not to ask
I remember how things used to be
They sit in my memories
I remember the good and the bad
And it’ll never make me sad
I remember the regret that came with my choices
And the mistakes I made in the past
I remember listening to the inner voices
And that didn’t really last
I remember trying to be someone else
And hiding behind a mask
I remember lying to myself
And knowing when not to ask
It's Over Now
It is over now
Now walk out the door
Because I cannot take anymore
It is over now
Now it is the end
You cannot not go on and pretend
That it’s over now
I tried so hard to make it work
But all you did was make my brain hurt
I jumped through hoops all for what
It’s so many times I never forgot
I pretend for so long like it never bothered me
It did get to me but hid it secertly
Enough is enough now, I can’t take it
I don’t think that we can make it
So I’m telling to go, go on and leave
It’s over now, please get away from me
It is over now
Now walk out the door
Because I cannot take anymore
It is over now
Now it is the end
You cannot not go on and pretend
That it’s over now
My friends used to say that I was under the thumb
That I am no longer any fun
Because I spent all time and effort on you
I did everything you wanted me to do
I even stopped seeing my friends and family
I don’t know what else you want from me
But for some reason it never seemed enough
And now I have to say that enough is enough
I can’t take the same old same old anymore
It’s over now, go walk out the door
It is over now
Now walk out the door
Because I cannot take anymore
It is over now
Now it is the end
You cannot not go on and pretend
That it’s over now
Go on and leave
Get out of here
I am done with all of this
You need to know that it’s over now
Now walk out the door
Because I cannot take anymore
It is over now
Now it is the end
I cannot not go on and pretend
That it’s over now
My Past (Demo)
I have lived through my weakness
Shown that I am strong inside
I had to go the distance
And head towards the light
I have gone through bad choices
Shown that I have learned
I needed to listen to the voices
And watch the mistakes burn
My past is my past
It’s where it needs to be
Tomorrow is my future
I have so much more to see
I don’t need to worry
I can move forward from everything
No matter how bad it goes
I know what’s ahead can be anything
I have walked from all of the judgement
Shown that I am so much more
I have accepted the choices and the repercussions
Shown the lessons I haven’t ignored
I have been proven wrong
Even when I felt I was right
But admitting it made me strong
Helped me put up a better fight
My past is my past
It’s where it needs to be
Tomorrow is my future
I have so much more to see
I don’t need to worry
I can move forward from everything
No matter how bad it goes
I know what’s ahead can be anything
And so now
I’ve buried my past
But it’s still apart of me
And so now
I’ve buried my past
Buried it deep within
My past is my past
It’s where it needs to be
Tomorrow is my future
I have so much more to see
I don’t need to worry
I can move forward from everything
No matter how bad it goes
I know what’s ahead can be anything
Puppet Master
You can’t control me
Not any more
I’ve cut the strings
From the control you had before
Now you can’t control me
And now I have to ask ya
What made you think that
You were my puppet master
I used to hang on to every word you said
I would follow you wherever you led
No matter what it was, I did whatever you wanted
Until the time you made me feel disappointed
I couldn’t make excuses for you
I don’t want to be associated with you
You can’t control me
Not any more
I’ve cut the strings
From the control you had before
Now you can’t control me
I now I have to ask ya
What made you think that
You were my puppet master
You used to tell me jump, I would say how high?
You’d tell to do something, I would never ask why
If you wanted me to go somewhere, I would just go
Not anymore, just so you know
I’m done making excuses for you
I’m no longer associated with you
You can’t control me
Not any more
I’ve cut the strings
From the control you had before
Now you can’t control me
I now I have to ask ya
What made you think that
You were my puppet master
You have to learn
That I am not your puppet
You no longer pull the strings
You are not my master
You can’t control me
Not any more
I’ve cut the strings
From the control you had before
Now you can’t control me
I now I have to ask ya
What made you think that
You were my puppet master
Tomorrow (Demo)
They say…that tomorrow will never come
And then yesterday…everything they knew was gone
And now today…I come to tell them that they’re wrong
And like everyday…it goes on and on and on
Tomorrow is meant to be another day
But sometimes it’s all just the same
Tomorrow becomes today, today becomes yesterday
And the new day, that’s today repeating itself again
I have been told that a new day is mine for the taking
But now tell me if I’m mistaken, that’s a lie in the making
And sounds like a promise that is slowly breaking
It’s not as simple as it sounds to turn over a new leaf
But I feel decieved, if I believe
That I can just drop everything and leave
What is it that I leave behind?
The answers that I cannot find
Somewhere in the corner and the deep reaches in my mind
And they say…that tomorrow will never come
And then yesterday…everything they knew was gone
And now today…I come to tell them that they’re wrong
And like everyday…it goes on and on and on
Tomorrow is meant to be another day
But sometimes it’s all just the same
Tomorrow becomes today, today becomes yesterday
And the new day, that’s today repeating itself again
They say that tomorrow is another day
But how many tomorrows do I need to wash away
All the misery and pain, won’t simply go away
Oh well, no matter what day it is, it’s the same old shit anyway
They say I need to change I seize each moment
And to becareful of the words mis-spoken
Because maybe one I’ll regret it
Then I will never be able to forget it
And they say…that tomorrow will never come
And then yesterday…everything they knew was gone
And now today…I come to tell them that they’re wrong
And like everyday…it goes on and on and on
Tomorrow is meant to be another day
But sometimes it’s all just the same
Tomorrow becomes today, today becomes yesterday
And the new day, that’s today repeating itself again
When the sun sets at the end of everyday
The moon reminds us a new day is to come
When the sun rises at the beginning of the day
We try and forget every day we did wrong…
And they say…that tomorrow will never come
And then yesterday…everything they knew was gone
And now today…I come to tell them that they’re wrong
And like everyday…it goes on and on and on
Tomorrow is meant to be another day
But sometimes it’s all just the same
Tomorrow becomes today, today becomes yesterday
And the new day, that’s today repeating itself again
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“let it be” is one of my favourites… nice work! 
