You do realise that each wasp of my bunch you kill, will reincarnate as another bunch of wasps???
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As long as thay behave.
I actually find them funny in late sommer. Bunch of seniors out on sweethunt, finally retired from their duties to the queen. 
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Oke, now you’re dellusional
Go to sleep!!
Do you have to " work " tomorrow?
So, I take it you want to be my wasps’ queen 
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Delusional? 
And why the work in "? Better the tomorrow.
I have to work today.
Could be just fencing. But the neighbour shepherd has some issues and I offered to fill in too, so I will see.
And do nothing besides laying eggs all day long? Even get fed? No thanks.
Then I would prefer to be a normal working wasp. At least I get out and can escape for a while.
Let us both be working wasps 
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I’ve seen the pictures of you laying in the grass while those poor dogs do all the heavy work
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It was after you talked me through the night! And it was summer, and the best behaved flock I ever worked. Just 6 days a year. 
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BTW, did you see I changed the Thread title?
No one can blame us being off topic now
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Love it!
We could change every titel in this place 
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Damn, didn’t tought of that yet 
brilliant!!!
We’d own the forum!!!
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It certainly sounds very complex. I’d like to believe at least some of the symptoms can be overcome by medical intervention particularly to help improve the quality of life if not able to completely cure. There are new discoveries happening throughout the world. Everything we need to combat disease is within our grasp, we just haven’t found it yet. The medical practices 100 years ago are now seen as barbaric. And 100 years in the future ours will be seen exactly the same. Particularly our horrid treatment for cancer. Of course, we can’t all wait that long, however we could be part of what leads to the cure for future generations. I hope you do try every avenue offered with the aim to improve your health, even if they merely offer a few more hours of sleep. Death however has no cure.
Meanwhile, I’m pleased you still plan and want to go to concerts. I like this quote: “Music is what calms us from knowing the pains of existence.” Keep listening and enjoying the great gift of music. Especially Linkin Park.
The bravery is that you are still fighting an incredibly difficult fight. This is your battle with your best support by your side. We always have three choices in life: Fight, Flight and Freeze. The first is the bravest. Particularly when you fight for a worthy purpose.
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I’m mad, no, I’m furious… Furious with my own body. It keeps on failing. So I’ve decided to stop. I’m giving up in trying to fight it.
I’m done seeing doctors who don’t know what to do anyway. I have one chirurgical intervention scheduled and I will endure it and then it’s done.
I’ll let Nature go it’s course. Let her decide how long she’s willing to let me stay. Just as it was always intended.
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Fuck the words…
I mean my words.
Sigh
Much love bro… 
Let shit out if you need to, here to listen, just here for you bro…
if there’s any wiggle room to shove you in the direction of fighting more then I’m right here…
it’s hard to hear 
ehm… I get that it’s your terms…just…baghhh
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Don’t misunderstand me… I give up fighting the disease not because I give up totally but because it has been taking over my life too much, it has been influencing every decision I took in the last years. But no more… It’s a lost fight anyway. I give up on the disease not because I give up on life but because I finally want to take control over my life back.
oh… I’ve been reading the “acceptance” topic… hmm, I have an urge to react to it but I don’t know if that would be a good idea regarding the other reactions to it. So I’ll say it once here and keep my mouth shut about it then. [spoiler]Acceptance is total b*******[/spoiler]…
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Fuck, I did it anyway…
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And you not me.
Being out of words doesn’t mean, you can put some in there like you want.
I had not taken it as giving up words.
I take you and what you are saying what ever way.
Sound this like acceptance?
It isn’t.
This would mean, that I think otherwise, but accept how you decide.
And that isn’t the case.
It also mean not the opposite, that I go with your thinking.
How could I?
Everyone is unique in his thinking cause of his or her live experience.
And that is, what I want to be, curious about what you have to say, just you.
Without judging, without accepting. Only taking the you.
The only me in this should be my love.
Ups.
Ok then
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