I’m sure I will receive my celebrate life flowy tee this week and I can’t wait !!
Reading a book.
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Just got home. Stll in pain had to work all day in pain .
About to go to bed. Let’s see if everything will still be white in the morning.
Damn my neck , have to take painkillers
First half of 2017 rocked, 2nd half sucked the big one. So, I’m looking forward to 2018 too!
OT:Waiting for an email from work to say I can start testing… could be a looooongggg night.
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That’s exactly how I experienced this year as well!
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Resting for an hour before going to a Christmas party. Yeah, 
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Hey guys dont know why I am saying this,
Before I start no my account was not hacked!
So middle of the year when chester passed, i started to fall in depression and it got worse every day.
My girlfriend tryed to cheer me up while I was the most selfish piece of shit only talking aboit my problems and the loss i had to deal with.
Now here we are, probably the biggest asshole on earth and for sure the only one in this forum who is a stupid …
Now this beautiful princess, she broke up for good reasons because i didnt treated her the way a man should…i just wanted to let you all now that, I am, @zinler nothing, amd definetely earned no respect from you guys.
F… myself
What’s happening here?? 
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I was off today but i got called in today . Just got home and I’m going to get a nice hot cup of 
Hey dude! What happened? You can drop me a mail if you need to talk or just take out everything:
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Been practising piano for the last 2 and half hours, time for a break.
@zinler Hope all is well, just know that no matter what, you are worth it!
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I love it!!!
Watching TV after a hard day at work.
@zinler i don’t know what’s happening but breathe and talk
to someone, I totally agree with @evooba : you are worth it. 
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You’ve earned more respect by opening up than anything else @zinler
And you’re not an asshole, at least not from what I’ve glimpsed here,
Look i know if shit happened I can only expect you to be out of your mind especially if she meant a lot to you, I won’t tell you to let go of the anger or cheer up because it’s frustrating as eff to hear that All I’ll say is to ride the waves of emotion-I found that getting the hell out of the city and venting away from everything was the best way to get rid of that energy that’s balled up inside you, keeping your mind and wits about you is crucial though, the emotion blinds you to a lot of stuff but you’ll gain other perspectives given time
Think over everything and figure out whether you might have a chance to go back if you fix the mistakes here and there over time or find closure and let yourself figure out what you want and where your path lies
As we all say, we are here for you and if you need to talk I’m here as well-framos1992@yahoo.com
Don’t beat yourself up thinking you could’ve done something different
Give yourself time before you decide any choices
Wishing you peace of mind
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@zinler
Let’s start by the obvious1) you are not an asshole…
2 sometimes things don’t work out the way we want to…
3) you cannot fix your relationship if you are broken… Try to make yourself better firstly…
4) if you ever need to talk I am here (you can find me on discord or on fb 
)
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Making a gif
Waiting for 5pm EST so I can go home, currently working.
@zinler I hope you’re ok. I agree with what the others have said here. Help yourself, than your relationship.
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@zinler those words are so sad… you’re not an asshole… we are humans and we aren’t perfect. Sometimes we need to fix ourselves before start a relationship. Take your time. You have a family here that love you and wish you the best. Talk to us if you need!!
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Truest words that I didn’t understand before
That’s where the perspective I mentioned comes in, sometimes you don’t even realize that you weren’t ready until afterwards, 14months later and I’m just now seeing it in my own situation-sometimes even painful break ups are blessings in disguise 
check in when you can @zinler, want to know you’re okay bud
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@zinler hey I what u to know that you are not an ass hole .your world touch me and I’m sorry that your going through a lot. You have got my respect . Please stay storng . I’m here for u when u need to talk. Things will get better soon.
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