thanks for the tag dude @rickvanmeijel.
I do not know what to write. I will write my feelings and thoughts:
Good to hear from you so quickly man. Once again sending you much strength, don’t let yourself be caught by negative thoughts and feelings!
Yes, I’m trying, friend, thank you. inside of me is emptiness and pain, I don’t even know what else to say
1 I am addicted to Sims 4 again.
2 I have 2 days free from work
3 I feel light in the head, time for wine.
Keep up the fight!
Thank you very much
@MenyaNet hi, I don’t know why you’re having these thoughts and to me it isn’t important… I’m dwelling in not such a bright space also lately but that doesn’t mean I will give in to it.
I’ll be a bit blunt by saying this but things can always get worse, MEANING, that they can also get better. Just don’t give in to those thoughts, hold on at every little straw of hope that comes by. Believe me, I’ve been worse than you are now (I took the step) but I got stopped, I got helped, I got supported… This year has been nothing but shit to me and it will not get any better. Every day I wake up with the thought “fuck, I’m still here” and every day I go to bed with the thought “so glad I had another day”. I just want to say that things pass… There will always be misery in life, but there’s also so, so many beautiful things. Grab those and hold on to them as hard as you can…
Don’t know if any of this made sense to you but I hope it did… Remember, even if you think you have no-one, there’s a shitload of siblings right here, holding your seat
Thank you very much for your support. all that you wrote is about part of what is happening to me and that I feel for a long time, prolonged life-long depression, I try to stay in this world, thank you very much, this means a lot to me, and I hope everything will be fine, someday this must happen. listen to good music, breathe deeply, enjoy the sky and hold on to those close people who are worth it and not worth it. Thanks again, it is very nice to hear.
Things that make no sense can still be amusing…
Many things really are. Especially if you follow the TV news. But not everything I guess…
Here comes the good news - you will. One day - as everyone else. But please don’t hurry up.
If you feel that you have nothing in your life - you’ve got your music. And stick to it. Just imagine people who sometimes feel emptiness around but can’t play music or do anything creative (ME! )
So… as I’ve been tagged by @gatsie…
- I’ve got 2 pairs of new earrings…
- I saw The Lion King last weekend.
- Wondering if I should post it or delete it.
So do I…
Does the whole movie looks like it’s BS trailer?
Anyway, someone tagged me
- I’m bored
- My english in my mind sounds much better than when i type or speak LMAO
- Tired
There’s really not much to say about me
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I am glad today is colder and rainy, after a huge heat wave this weekend
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I working on a new song called I Rise
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I so happy to be done with high school
I don’t know if the trailer is the same everywhere but what I had seen gave me a good idea of the movie. The animals look very natural.
That’s the point. Animals in the original were far cuter and… dunno, more emotional?
I thought after this for @framos1792
I wouldn’t be tagged so fast again
But really, thank you @MenyaNet
You came to the right place for that! Lots of those weirdos in this strange kult.
We take us seriously without taking us seriously.
One more big hug for you!
So. To work. Three things from me, that you don’t already know
Maybe I elaborate something.
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I can’t smell anything. Probably due to a Lindane poisoning as a small child.
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That I can’t smell has his advantages. I can handle a sheep corpse, even after a day in the sun. I can kneel in cat shit and not registering it. Oh. No pro. If I have to live without one of the sensory organs, I would choose smell. Guys always love that I’m not in any way disturbed by there farting. Better.
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I would so love to smell some odors. Flowers of course. Hot summer nights. Snow. And I love when people try to explain odors to me without using scent descriptions. Oh, and I so wanted to smell my babys! Or people at all. I imagine that everyone has his unic scent. This leads to me never using any perfume. Why disguise you?
I tag @the_termin8r just to fill up his tagging list and annoy a little
And for serious @alz89
That’s where the modern animation goes… I also prefer simple animation.
As far as the plot is concerned… I haven’t seen the whole movie of 1994. (In 1994 I was too old to watch it and not much interested. Then my daughter was too young to see the 2 hour movie at once).
I’ve seen all the new movies for kids this year. They touch all your feelings, they amuse you, they scare you, they thrill you. In the same time they moralize.
But the plot is still the same - whatever the lions, birds or other animals. The main character is separated from his society and gets back to save it.
Thanx for the tags @acemasters and @mish3lka ( seeing you typing dear soulsis @lpfan61 ) - great flow here guys
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love to read this thread and feel the love and support here- especially @MenyaNet and @Fravaco- your conversation made my day- I love the strength within YAAY
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Today was the first day of the penultimate set of my course for the additional education- made me think how quick these 3 years passed and how much changed within- good and bad things happened and I’m still breathing YAAAY (2)
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I finally got WLAN today again after 3 month - and it works YAAAAY (3)
Tagging @evooba and Kurt Russel ( @jrtrussell)
@MenyaNet sending you strenght! there’s not much to add to what @Fravaco said… just know that we’re here and we’re sending you our support for whatever you’re going through right now…
Thanks for the tag btw
And he muted this thread lol
1- Tomorrow I’ll have to do the shift with a new coworker and I don’t know what to do… I can’t say no and at the same time I don’t know if I’ll be able to do the work well… getting anxious…
2- I passed the whole afternoon/evening literally studying the places I have to go tomorrow and saved some on maps on my phone… (in some of them I went only one time, I don’t remember!! )
3- What if I do something wrong? If I don’t remember the place to go?? If I don’t do the job in time??? Whyyyyy?? they usually put new ones with "older"workers!
4- Yeah, some coworkers are on holidays, but still… organize the things better!!!
I so need those hug!!
EDIT: forgot the tags, lol
next: @sforreal
I’m sure you’ll do this tomorrow as good as you did everything in your job - and they won’t give you this responsibility if they wouldn’t think you’re able to make it- and I think the same!! Try to stay calm- you’re the boss of your thoughts- and like always- I stay in touch- just a WA msg away I love you dear