No proudness for me…
So tired… I give up… Who gives a fuck anyway…
No proudness for me…
You’d be surprised at how many people care. Remember, whatever you are going through, there will be better days. It might not seem like it now, but remember all the times you thought you wouldn’t get through the hardship and you did. Just hold on.
There are a number of professional helplines out there. This is the number for US: 1-800-273-TALK
UK Samaritans is here: 116123
EDIT: I realize you might not be from either of these countries, so I found this on the LPU:
@Fravaco you’re not alone!! keep fighting! Even if we don’t know you in person, you’re part of our big family and we do care for you! It’s not easy, I know, we know… life is hard… but you’re here and we’re reaching our hands to you! Grab them, we’re sending you the strenght to fight your demons!
Also, like @AJ_7 said, try look for a professional help!
I imagine your situation is really bad atm and I send you hugs and strength to begin with. Here in the family we all know about these situations when everything seems to be hopeless and full of pressure. I can’t promise you that this will change somehow soon, but it’s in your power to make a decision to hold on. You will never know if it was or wasn’t worth it if you don’t try.
We are all here to help you to get over this point that you’re on at the moment- take our hand and you won’t be alone no longer
Please stay with us, you are not alone. We are all here for you if you need to talk.
No judgment, just support. Sending you strength.
What ever is that you are going through you don’t have to face it alone you have people here for
I don’t know who are you, but I worried for what you said.
In this place you can find someone who can understand you. Everyone here help each other all the time, we are a big family and really care what happens to our brothers and sisters.
My siblings have already said all I could say, but I would like to know why you are giving up, what is the problem and if we can help you in any way.
I don’t want to pressure you, so when you feel comfortable let us know it and don’t feel shame, whatever is bothering you, there will be someone who is with you.
Time to time and step by step.
Who gives a fuck? Everybody here does.
Your life is worth so much more to people than you will ever know.
Don’t ever be afraid to reach out, there’s always somebody here to help you, or at least listen to you if you ever need to vent.
just got here to post this and i find your post
do me a favor… don’t allow the darkness of the cocoon get to ya
yes you’ve been crawling all your life and yes it looks like the end and it’s getting dark.
But the real question is… how scared are you of flights?
Right when you think it can’t get any darker, your wings will cut through!
i would not DARE to speak on it if i didn’t know darkness myself (as most real LPSoldiers)
and only because i went through it myself i am now, with the help of my LP brothers, dedicated to share what i’ve found!
This is called “Grande Finale”
because that’s what it always comes down to for the poor caterpillar!
press play please?
let’s ride this off together!
You, me and our common brothers!
(This is only part 1 out of 3, find the rest here : LP Inspired videos)
but alternatively, if you wanna go shorter, i can get to that depression longer!
This is just 16mins.
Depression has a lot of fun and games until…
i hope something of my work can be of use to you.
My life changed with Chester.
Now i’m here only for the soldiers left behind!
Where Achilles died, a medicinal herb that heals muscles spawned called “Achillea” and it was his final gift
to the standing fellow soldiers!
i hope you make some good use of mine.
Keep it strong warrior!
armor up with the gear!
it’s a matter of survival and you’ve done great so far!
Could you please reply to us we are here with you don’t harm your self please…
We don’t want to lose one more person on this planet please stay here…
Just listen to one more light and as you can see chester cares about you.
I agree with everyone. We care stay strong. Reach out
Please reply to us!
@Fravaco, it makes me so sad, to read your words. You just have this one life, don´t throw it away!
Please dont give up! There is hope! You should be proud of yourself for simply being brave enough to speak out about how you’re feeling! From my recent experience with the LPU family I can honestly and truly say that their is SO MUCH LOVE in this community! Dont be afraid to reach out and seek help, whether it’s with one of us, or a professional, or BOTH?!
Just don’t give up! The LPU family gives a fuck about you even if we don’t know you personally. We are here for you
I’ve tried to find @Fravaco online though some searching and almost every account I come by has been deleted recently. I found one that still is up and I’ve tried to contact them on there. I will update if I hear back