Lip
Poison
Nerveracking
Grain
Nonetheless
Serious
Selfish
Hectic
Excited ( hey guys- ya up for a fast round? 5 days to goā¦
Donāt (know) but thanks
Together ā¦
Rolling (probably good to try to pull me out of this)
Good ( idea - but promise to stay lazy )
Dang ( and I so wanted. ā¦ no. I just been here feel this wrenching pain. Try not let the thought demons have there party. Wondering way I still canāt ask someone to be there in such a moment. And now crying because I write this.)
Gear (hey, try not toā¦ damn , too hard to explain. I wanna say that everything will be okay, but how can a person in such a condition react to that phrase? And thereās also a way - try to get distracted. Otherwise, youāll boil yourself in it)
Thank you @NickGr I think otherwise. Going deep into the pain, feel him to its core shorten the attacks. Itās something I canāt run from.
Other thing: I always read your name as Rick Grimes, the guy from the walking dead
Reason
take a big hug - youāre just so very strong to share this dear, I hope you can see and feel this - and pain is one of the most draining feelings that I can imagine- so just be sure: everything you do right now is ok- no shame for nothing and I send you so much strengthā¦ kick your demons ass- you are wonderful- think of this lil missy that was so thankful that she was with you the last days- that was a pure feedback of what youāre able too- and thatās awesome
Road
Heeeey bro how nice you show up
And finding nothing but self-destruction and neurosis. Sorry, i may sound offensive but itās just too similar to physical injuries ā would you sit down and wait with a broken arm or go to a doc?
Devour
(nice to see ya too @theearlywalker, how is it going?)
Thanks! @theearlywalker and @NickGr Itās so tremendously helping! Kicking the Demon in the bud that I am not to much for everyone in this situation.
That I donāt get
Road