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#6867

Actually, it doesn’t. You honestly don’t know how much I’ve wanted others to feel my pain just so they could understand how I feel and what I’m going through. (You want someone to hurt like you, you live what you’ve learned) Not that I wish pain on others just for the thrill or whatever, I’m not twisted like that. But just so they know how I feel is all. So no, you’re not wrong to feel this way, not to me anyway.

As can I also. The demons will make you feel immense pain and agony, I know. But I’m getting to the point in life now where I’m able to fight against them more now than I could before. And as long as there is breath in my lungs, I will continue to fight each day until they are gone or can’t hurt me anymore. We all have this power inside to stand up and say enough is enough, you just have to want it bad enough. :slightly_smiling_face:

I also know this feeling, I’ve been there too. It’s a very scary place to be in, and it can take all that you’ve got just to keep your head on straight. But the important thing is to keep fighting, even when you don’t feel like it anymore. If we keep going each day, and give it the best we’ve got, then I can promise you that things will get better sooner or later.

When there’s nothing left inside, there’s still a reason to fight!

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#6868

As I saw this video the first time, (linked by @LP13413 thank you so much for that :heart: )
I had to cry so hard. The pain was there, but in a good way.

I am on a very long journey already and did win a lots of wars.
And I really don’t want to disturb anyone.
But for me I’m quite sure, this will never goes away completely.
And not, cause I am in a bad place right now!
I am in a real good place.
And yes I had hopes too to bring it all and forever behind me. But now I think to hope for that is dangerous.
It’s like you have the tenancy to get bladder infection or back pain or cold feet. If you have the tenancy, it stays.
Knowing about it, is the krux. To see what situations let this strike. Hitting the break before, taking care.
I just been gone through a pain attack in such a short time.
I’m not sad that it happened. I knew that there would be a possibility after such a long work time and things slowing down appruptly. Especially with new different pils in front.
But I handed it quite well. Expect I shouldn’t have hinted, ask you how your doing and wait for an answer, sinking deeper till @theearlywalker and @NickGr arrived. I should have said directly some thing.
I would have gone through it on my own too, but it’s sure harder.
So for me, the solution is, to be prepared.
And this, here, opening up in such a big way, that’s a total new experiment. It may look like it makes me more unstable again. But I think in the long run it brings me more to myself.

Its so long.
Thanks for your patience. Hope you have other things to do besides waiting fot my reply.

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#6869

Thank you so much for this video, it honestly made me cry too, but in a good way as well. It’s just so amazing how so many people come together like this and are able to help each other like this. It really is the best thing when we can all come together and fight for one another, and let each other know they aren’t alone and that they are going to be alright. I may not be the best with words, or saying how I feel, but I know I love all of you guys with all my heart. I know nothing will ever change that.

And you will win many more, trust me. You have the will within you to go on and keep fighting, and all of us to help you as well, so I know you can do this. :blue_heart::hugs:

Maybe not, maybe it does stay around with you, but, just because it’s there doesn’t mean you have to listen to it or give it what it wants. Show it that you are stronger than it is, and that you aren’t going to take it’s crap anymore, and eventually, it will start to leave you alone. You’ll see that it will bother you less and less if you show it that you are stronger than it is. :slightly_smiling_face:

I guess I don’t know this :sweat_smile: but I say the same on this as above. Keep fighting, it will all be worth it one day. :grin:

It’s alright really, people like us just have to learn to ask for the help we need when we need it. Don’t feel ashamed or embarrassed to ask, remember that it can make all the difference if you just ask for help (me too). It can mean the difference between life and death. And I don’t want to see you in so much pain, and struggle to fight it alone. That’s why I say, if you ever need help, ask me and I will do my best to be there for you and bring you back to the light. :hugs: :slightly_smiling_face:

Remember this the next time it strikes. It’s easier to ask for help than it is to fight your demons all alone. I need to start doing the same. But if you can distract your mind, even just for a little bit, you can make these bad thoughts go away. It may be only temporarily, but you can still get through it at that moment, and you can do this whenever it tries to mess with you. I always try to think of the good times and things in my life that make me happy, that usually chases the darkness away.

You’ll get used to it the more you do it. :slightly_smiling_face: trust me, it wasn’t easy for me at first either, but once you realize that there are people you can trust and who really want to help you as much as you want to help yourself, it starts to get a little more easier as time goes on.

This :blue_heart:

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#6870

For me I make way more distinction between feelings and thoughts.
My thoughts tend to think of them self as very important and know it all.
They love attention.
And how do you get attention?
In a way they work the same way like Facebook or newspapers, the more drama, the more attention.
And they are ready to lie for it big time.
As example the pms thing (sorry that I chose this, but it’s so obvious there. But hard for men)
My body change do the upcoming days, I feel exhausted, week, down.
And what do my thoughts?
Starting to create drama about no one liking me, not worth enough usw
But one look in the calendar makes the lies obvious. Then I can laugh at them, take care of my needs for better care, give me a rest.
And when I have busted my thoughts, they not totally shut up, but aren’t that loud anymore.

Just one more thing to that example to any guy who read this:
Never ever run to the calendar during a fight with your girl and say: I knew it!!!
:sunglasses:

#6871

I just had to respond to this. I just want to say that I personally wouldn’t ever do this. A woman can’t help that she has to go through this, it’s a natural body function. So it is uncalled for for a man to use this against a woman.

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#6872

I was a little bit joking :joy:

But yes, it happened to me. Sure didn’t calm me down. :exploding_head:

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#6873

Gang gang chiefs. The cavalry has arrived

#6874

You’re late as always. You’ve been hanging around @framos1792 for too long. He showed you how to be the “hero” by showing up after the crime was cleaned up by yours truly. :sunglasses:

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#6875

:joy::joy::rofl:

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#6876

I like being MIA

Deligt introduces me to Putin and we been out hunting plastic ducks, my real birdie got shot a few days ago :cry: Haha

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#6877

I didn’t miss you.
Others could handle that job too.
:joy: :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye::kissing_heart:

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#6878

Hi, I was about to join the chat yesterday night. But the atmpshere was so serious… I would have had too much to delete if I had started with my confessions that time :rofl:

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#6879

You delete anyway. It’s no excuse

:smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

Got me a like!
So how are you? Totally unpolite.
@anomalia

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#6880

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Enjoying sunshine… Thx and you? Have you already met your daughter?

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#6881

Yea. Home again. It was great! Just full of extraordinary daughter right now!

Still sun, nice

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#6882

Of course we would hunt plastic ones. We’d never hurt a lil quackers

#6883

Is that so chief? Then what’s this body doing just lying here on the ground? Doesn’t look very clean.

#6884

What’s up?

#6885

You probably put it there :upside_down_face: not unless it was chief :stuck_out_tongue:

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#6886

Oof. Chief can’t die. He is immortal.