I get that one for sure! !!!
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That grind chief builds character
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To late.
Sorry
Canāt interpret that look.
Good title so
Using the doggies to your advantage 
nice touch 
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Morning all!
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@chigokurosaki I donāt know nothing about what you doing in your live. Just curious.
If you like to share something 
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Hey. Well, to answer your question, I spend everyday fighting, going through heartache and pain, feeling love and loving others, etc. The only thing for me is that my emotions change so much for me, itās hard to only ever feel one thing at a time. My brain never shuts off or slows down at all. Thatās another reason Iāve been feeling a lot more tired for the past weeks honestly. But after all I have to deal with inside, i still try to stay as positive as I can. Sometimes It affects me more and itās harder to control, but Iām still learning in the process, and the pain I feel only helps me to become stronger with the things I face in life. Although it still hurts like hell, but I know it wonāt last forever at least. Sorry, you probably didnāt want to hear all this. As for having a job, I donāt. Iām not saying I couldnāt get one if I tried, cause I know I could. Itās just, I have trouble talking with people about most things in general, even just basic conversation is hard for me to do. I do want to get a job, I just feel that I need to work on myself a bit more first before I can really go for it. I do however do work around the house, inside and out. But it seems like this is never enough either, like whatever I do isnāt good enough for others. Just one day at a time, thatās how life goes. We must give it our best until the end, and we canāt stop trying, cause (for me at least) when that happens, thatās when I start to fall into that darkness again. So I must keep fighting until the end, I donāt have another choice. But anyway, enough about my problems, how are you doing today? Hopefully you are having a better day today. 
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I had a better day yesterday.
Lets not talk about the night.
Today was also quite good. But I think thats for another morning post.
Thank you for your answer!
With pain, do you mean psychic or physical?
Write as long as you like, I wouldnāt ask if I donāt want to hear you.
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Mentally. I would much rather deal with physical pain if I had the choice, but I donāt. But, all the bad things in my head just help me grow stronger as I said. Itās like they say, what doesnāt kill you makes you stronger. And Iām not dead yet, so I say keep the pain coming. I might sound crazy for wishing for more pain, but thatās cause I am, lol. I honestly just want to be older already so that I can have the experience in life that I want, and be able to handle things better. I hate being young, I really do. I think being young is like a curse honestly. We still must learn from our mistakes time after time, but when weāre already older, we know not to make the mistakes and wrong choices that we would have before. So yeah, I canāt wait to be old, lol. I also have a quote from a song that Iād like to share. It has a lot of meaning for me, and itās also going to be my next tattoo. Itās an Icon For Hire song. All the cracks in my skin, let the light in. Meaning that, even with this darkness and pain inside of us, it only helps let more light and positivity into our lives, because we are more than just the pain we feel inside. We are broken, but we will one day be put back together again.
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Ahh yes, I forgot to ask. Some of us here on the forums have a group chat in WA (Whatās App), and we wanted to know if youād like to join us there. Itās about as random of talks as we have here, maybe even more, lol, but we can be pretty serious at times as well. Itās overall a really great group to be a part of, and itās full of people who really care. But, the choice is all yours.
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Urgs. And dang. Iām not sure if Iām the right person to talk too. 
I am older.
And the pain ā¦
I so wish for you that it will get better.
Yes, it does.
But gone away?
I love too!!!
Now grinning here!
Edit
You stopped my pain talk mit sentence
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I think people usually wonder what I mean when I say this. Donāt worry, I donāt have any plans to ever hurt myself or worse, Iām not like that thankfully. The only way I can really explain what I mean is what I tried telling you know who yesterday. I just believe in things that a lot of others donāt is all. But it brings me love and happiness when I need it, it makes me feel like Iām actually alive, and not just living here to die and thatās it. I wonāt get further into this now, but I think you get what I mean.
Great! Do you already have the app? If so just message me on there and I can add you to the group. My name is Charles there, and I have the same pic as on here.
I donāt get this. Is it different to the whatāsApp with the phone numbers?
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Same thing
But how do I do it then? Send someone my number?
@jrtrussell it shows nothing? Do I need a US number in front?