Shit shit
Cāmon, let all the tear out of your eyes now, breathe deep and remember youāre loved. We love you I know itās hard, but you must strong
and you already are
donāt forget it
weāll always be with you.
Chester couldnāt also be strong. Then I donāt need that, too
This
And we will be here for you
Iām sorry, but you are wrong in this point. He held on for years and years, he fought until he could, he did all the best to make us smile, laugh, feel loved, etc. And do you know why?
Because he didnāt want see anyone else in that empty hole, that dark and lonely place. He knew by heart what it felt stay there, and for that reason he never wanted that other person fell in there.
Yes, in the end he lost his battle, and? You canāt judge him for what he did in one day against almost 20 years or so of fight.
Give time to the time and let everything takes its place. I tell this because Iām passing for the same. I know that dark place and I donāt want that anyone else goes there.
Itās 2:00 here, I should go to sleep
@butintheend I hope you feel better soon sincerely we love you
I know it even too well!! I I wish it to nobody!!
I had to be resuscitated! Because the have found me in the forest. I wanted to go forever, a few years ago
Still canāt sleep so I come here
Donāt torture yourself
Stop listening to that music if it is bothering you in any way, it doesnāt do good if it is triggering things for you
Youāre not Chester okay, you wonāt fail where he failed train yourself to brighten your day one day at a time⦠on your walk, instead of being inside your head thinking bad thoughts, free yourself of thoughtā¦breathe it out, calm that storm, and then when youāre free, start to notice good things, happy things, and things full of life
see flowers, insects, birds, children-whatever makes you happy or calm
you wonāt fail, I know it
Any Iām backā¦just realised my 4g isnāt working well so switched to WiFi and all my notifications etc came through at once!!! Argh!
How are you doing other then getting tons of messages
Yeah Iām wellā¦glad itās the weekendā¦donāt think my internet works when Iām about and about!! How are youā¦resting up??!
Canāt sleep so come here and I am still in bed resting yes
Thanks @chigokurosaki @framos1792 @lpfan61
I guess Iāll see her again later today when we drive home. Hopefully sheās fine. Iāve never had to interact with somebody drunk like that before, so I donāt know how long the hangover will last. We were gonna stop in Columbus in the way back but now thatāll probably depend on her condition.
Why are you up so early
Someoneās eager this morning. Lol. Got good plans?
Good for you for watching out for her. Sheās lucky you were there.