This is the end you know
Lady, the plans we had went all wrong
There was a time when your mind wasn’t out of control
Every memory and confession pouring out of your soul
Like a pill you couldn’t swallow and it swallowed you whole
Another lie hard to follow 'til it followed you home and like that
When the sun shine, we shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be your friend
Took an oath, I’ma stick it out to the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we’ll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella, ella, eh, eh, eh)
Under my umbrella
(Ella, ella, eh, eh, eh)
And its keeping me up at night
Worried its not alright
Holding back things you don’t know
And its keeping me up at night
Worried its not alright
Youre not gonna like where this goes
I hear my battle symphony
All the world infront of me
If my armor breaks
I’ll fuse it back together
Battle symphony
Please just don’t give up on me
And my eyes are wide awake
Even when it’s not about you
All of a sudden it’s about you now, oo
But the sound of your voice
Puts the pain in reverse
No surrender, no illusions
And for better or worse
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memory
Even if you’re not with me
I’m with you
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture’s there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
So say goodbye and hit the road
Pack it up and disappear
You better have some place to go
'Cause you can’t come back around here
Good goodbye
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
By becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Lol no worries! It’s Numb!
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got
I’m afraid that maybe I’ve said everything there is to say
Maybe I should make an exit while there’s ways to get away
I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends
I’m forgiving what I’ve done
Welcome to my empire
Welcome to my empire
Walk through from the fire let the flames take me higher
Rise from the ashes to the place afire
Forget me now
'Cause I was never welcome