It’s like I’m paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I’ve lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you
I know this is dark but…
I’m dancing with my demons
I’m hanging off the edge
Storm clouds gather beneath me
Waves break above my head
Haha cause mine wasn’t
This is not black and white
Only organized confusion
I’m just trying to get it right
And in spite of all I should of done
Rebellion, rebellion
We lost before the start
Rebellion, rebellion
One by one we fall apart
We fall apart
We fall apart
We fall apart
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
I wanna runaway
Never say goodbye
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
I scream at myself
When there’s nobody else to fight
If my armor breaks I’ll fuse it back together
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
Why does it feel like night today
I want to heal I want to feel like I am somewhere I belong
I can’t faint, the way I did before, don’t turn your back on me, I won’t be ignored
It’s easier to run
When you feel you’re alone
Like a crutch you carry me without restraint
Back to a place where I am not alone
I’m a man whose tragedies have been replaced
With memories tattooed upon my soul
(Dead By Sunrise)
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new, holding on to what I haven’t got…
You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone…