Waiting for the end to come, wishing I had strength to stand
When my armor breaks, I‘ll fuse it back together…
So I, I won’t be the one" be the one to leave this, in pieces
Like an army, falling, one by one by one…
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again by myself
It’s the worst pain I’ve ever known -ohooohohohooo…
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failure’s all you’ve known
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go. Let it go
I‘m digging deeper just to throw it away - to throw it away… I bleed it out…
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear for the last time
I won’t trust myself with you
I need a little room to breathe…
And all the people say
Try to catch up, motherfucker
Roll credits you get it the show’s done
You’re talking for just talking
And meaning you’ve got none
I’m sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
When you fall, I’ll take my turn
And fan the flames
As your blazes burn
The ashes fell like snow
I just got new divide and burn it down mixed up.
Bring me home in a blinding dream,
Through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin
And show me how to be whole again
Never gonna be another one , no
I’ve followed, so taken
So conditioned I could never let go